Finally Home

Bad Dream

KATE'S POV
I couldn't move an inch. He is gone and all because of me! This is like a bad dream to me and I  just want to wake up and see his face by my side. But I don't wake up. I sat down and just started crying. Everything is ruined. And then I felt someone's arm on my back. A glimmer of hope was born in me. I watch up and saw my best friend face. Hey Lanie I repleyed.
Kate, are you ok? I am not Lanie, he is gone how can I be okay? I hate myself. Hey I understad you but Kate you can't just blame yourself. I know you're trying to help but I just need to be alone now. Okay girlfriend if you need something just give me a call. I will. I headed home. I opend door, I was hoping to see Rick's strong muscular arms, waiting for me. But all I could see is dark. Tears streamed down my cheeks. I couldn't stop crying even if I wanted to. I cried for about 30 minutes, but I didn't feel any better. I would still go on but the phone started ringing.

I grabed the phone, it says "unknown". I picked up"Castle is that you? I am sorry to disapoint you detective Beckett but this is Captain Gates said the person on the other side. I am sorry, good evening Captain. I was just checking on you, detective Beckett. Thank you for asking, Captain I am ok. Beckett you don't sound ok, you sound like you were crying. I just need some time alone, Captain. Can I take few sick days? Of course as much as you need detective. Thank you, Sir and good night. Good night detective and I hope you'll be okay. Call ended.
Everyone are so good to me, so caring. But I just want him! I want his big arms around my waist, pulling me closer to his body. I want to taste his soft lips on mine. I just want him to be here with me. I miss him so very much.

CASTLE'S POV
I still can't believe she did that to me.
I don't know what to do but I just know I need to be far from all this.
I booked this flight for Spain and I don't know how long I will stay here. I was thinking about everything that happend this past few day. All of sudden my phone started ringing, I tought I was Alexis. But it wasn't her. My face stiffened as I read the name from the screen. "Beckett". I decline call because I don't have the strength to answer. And listen to her broken voice, I know she is sorry but I don't know how to feel now. I just need some time to think.

KATE'S POV
He doesn't answer my calls. But I will not give up. I will save my marriage.
I decided to send him message.
"Rick I know you're angry at me and I am incredibly sorry for what I did. I want to save our marriage, Rick. I love you and I will not give up on you, on us. No matter how hard you push me away I will always come back to you. When you get this message please answer me. I hope you will find place in your heart to forgive me. "

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