IT'S YOU [JAKEHOON FF] [COMPLETE]

JAKEHOON

Sunghoon p.o.v

As I take glances to look at Jake and Jay talking, I can't face the fact that I am about to leave him for another two weeks from now. I mean do I have to? He needs me more than ever now, but then Yohan hyung would not be happy if I decline. I do have a contract to finish tho'

As Jay slowly approaches me, I straightened my composure and got readied to be interrogated in-depth.

He clears his throat lightly before resting his back against the wall

"You're leaving sooner right?" of course, he knew.

"Yes," I respond shortly.

"It's gonna hurt him tho, right?

Oh God, I just hope not.

"I mean if there's one thing I know about leaving is that when you leave the people you left behind will miss you"

I gave Jay a concise look of anxiousness, bewilderment starts to crowd my sensitive brain right now and I became worried. He's right. I mean I was the one who left I didn't really know about what my mother and my sister felt.

After their visit I was asked to go home and get some rest which I declined, this is the only moment I wanted to feel for the last time before going back. As the night gets darker my stuffiness in mind doesn't seem like it's going to leave any moment

As Jake stays laying on the bed I continuously caress his soft hands while I hesitate where to start

"Jake --" I beat him to it. He seemed surprised at how alert I sound just to talk first

"I just uh- in a few weeks, you know my flight---"

"I know" Jake cut in.

No one either dared to speak after that encounter, Jake slept early and I had to watch him overnight with thoughts still lingers on my mind. I've kept this thought for a while but if I had to do it, I'd do it in the right way.

After a few days away, Jake was discharged and everything went back to normal, I am the person to dwell on everything when I felt it wasn't handled in the right way but since I didn't want to cause a ruckus towards Jake I let it slip away even though we both need this talk.

Sometimes when he goes to school I am always outside when its just an hour class but when it doesn't I ran towards his school as he waits outside for me to be by his side

His injury gives back different types of roller coaster in our relationship now, we both know we are trying hard to be the best but every time we work it out we end up in a bad shape

While I was three weeks away from my leave, Yohan hyung got me a call from Canada saying that they will be featured on my next competition, and yet just a month away from the D-day Yohan hyung got me his latest tricks just so I can practice them when I have time knowing I am just a walk away from a Skating Rink.

I clearly remember that I am going to fetch Jake 1hour from now, as I lay back from the couch. I place the iPAD on my lap as I continue to learn the video but as it travels throughout the end my eyelids felt heavy that I immediately slip into dreamland,

The only thing that woke me up was a random noise from the hallways; boys chattering so loud. I straightly sat up looking at the clock that says 5:30. I gathered my things and left the room fast

From a mile away I stopped on my tracks seeing Jake on the side of the school bench outside sliding his left ankle against the rough surface on the floor. When his eyes met mine I was eager to face apologetic but instead, I was taken aback by what he said