IT'S YOU [JAKEHOON FF] [COMPLETE]

JAKEHOON

Jake p.o.v

I shake as I turn the doorknob right before pushing it open; lights were still off; Sunghoon's new pair of shoes. While I slowly took off my shoes I tiptoed inside the dorm quietly before peeking inside my darkroom

He was not there, I turned the lights on and in timing, the bathroom door opened revealing Sunghoon just finished washing. His brows pushed up surprised to see me before I noticed his puffy eyes that he was trying to cover up with water

Sunghoon stops the moment he saw me standing just outside the door while he continuously stares down at me with hate and dismay. I attempted to utter some words but he ignored me completely.

"Now everybody just got up and started writing on the board and I was like duhh I know the answer too but I keep quiet"

"Oh, chinjaa? me too I hate my classmates fro doing that" Jungwon replied

As the two continues to share their day stresses but happy, both Sunghoon and I kept quiet because the tension keeps getting bigger and bigger

"Is there a problem here again?" Heesung asked before munching his potatoes

Sunghoon paid no attention and just keeps playing with his food, Jungwon glances at the both of us; standing up before grabbing our plates to start washing

We both stayed glued to our seats while I look at Sunghoon with concern, he hasn't spoken to me ever since I got home. I tried many times to attempt but he just kept on leaving

That same night we all slept early while I continue to sleep beside Sunghoon there was a clear bubble of thoughts roaming around our room, he knew I can't sleep when we're on bad terms and I know he doesn't sleep that early too.

Sunghoon had his back facing me. It was too quiet to process everything and every attempt I made just gets me two times jitters. 

But I did the first thing that pops immediately into my mind, and I was feeling a bit guilty too about what just happened. As I sat next to him I carefully snaked my arms in his waist; pulling myself closer to his back while I snuck in an amount of his scent 

It was going well until I felt Sunghoon lets go carefully of my arms in his embrace before standing up closing the doors from the restroom. 

This went on for 2 weeks already, it's good that he doesn't forget his responsibility; the cooking; cleaning and all. But what's making me furious is that there is no progress between us, trust me when I say you can almost hear him say 2 sentences a day, it's good enough if it was three.

You would think I enjoy these kinds of treatment? Hell no.

Each day it gets harder

The urge to talk to him

The urge to kiss him

To tell him I'm sorry

I got home earlier than expected seeing him in the kitchen preparing for dinner, I don't think he even noticed I was there. But since I was just depressed about my final grade almost failing, I just want someone to comfort me and encouraged me to still go on