IT'S YOU [JAKEHOON FF] [COMPLETE]

IT'S YOU - STARTING WITH YOU

SEQUEL CHAPTER

Jake P.O.V

I always tell myself to make choices and don't look back, Now, I just wanna turn back to the time when it was all okay; to when it was still okay. 

Sunghoon enters with his hair disheveled; dark circles under his eyes and his breath smelling like Soju. I got his strap bag and settled to the nearest living char. He chuckled as if it was something funny to him.

Why would he do this to himself? His training schedule was always busy, which makes him happy still as long as he gets to teach young children to skate, but how can he act this way? I know something is up, he just doesn't talk to me the way he does before.

"You're drunk again Sunghoon" I said in a monotone voice. 

He scoffs realizing this while shaking my hair. 

I heaved a deep breath before grabbing his arms and putting them around my shoulders as I help him walk upstairs; As soon as I set him up to bed I removed his jumpsuit as I grab the nearest warm pack on our bedside table and pressed it against his cold palms. Even if it is still yet the worst days, at the end of the day; before going to bed, I'd still spare some time to look at my husband and think about all the things we were able to surpass to end up like this.

Somehow I felt thankful for all the things, it has been 8 years, and though we're not the perfect couple everyone thought we'd end up being, I am okay with this. I hop out of the bed, grabbed his dirty clothes, and threw them in the laundry basket. After sorting all the clothes into different sorts I took a hot shower and hopped on the bed with Sunghoon. 

The next morning I did my usual routine; drink coffee, running from one table to another as I continually checked on the fried eggs I was cooking. I heard a loud thud from behind seeing Sunghoon so close to me. This time he was back to his old self; happy and looking sunshine. It made me happy too. 

"Good Morning Love" he kissed my right cheek before hugging me close to his. 

"Go on, sit on the table breakfast will be ready" I replied. Grabbing some plate

"Coffee is fine babe, where are my favorite crackers?" He asked. 

"On the right corner 3rd cabinet babe" 

He set it up on the table before reading some newspaper. I set up the newly cooked eggs as I grab some utensils for my own. As soon as I sat down his phone rang. 

"You're already there? Alright, I'm going"

He just sat down. "You're going?"

"Yeah, the children's manager just arrived babe"

I hurriedly packed the food I cooked in a blue container before offering it to him "Take this for lunch later babe"

He smiled before taking it, not forgetting to kiss my cheeks before leaving. Somehow it's always like this on a daily basis. I tried shrugging it off my mind and start working then. My line of work has been increasingly challenging for me, I work as a Billing Consultant, and my boss is from another end of the country; I just do half of his work doing Billings and passing some daily liquidations every day.

When I finished my job earlier; I got up and started cleaning the house. The living room, kitchen, bathroom, and lastly our bedroom. As I was busy reaching from below the bed, I see Sunghoon's cardigan slip out. Why is this here? He loves this cardigan so much. Before I can even continue cleaning, my phone rang, and see it was Sunoo.

"Heyy, what's up!" I answered giddily.

"Hi, are you busy at the moment?" Sunoo asked. I sat down in one of our leg chairs and gave my full attention to Sunoo. 

"Not at this moment, why?" 

"Nah, just wondering if Sunghoon hyung flew to Interlaken?"

I started wondering, why would he fly without telling me?

"Uhm-- I don't know really..know"

There was a huge gap of silence

"Well, I'm just wondering, don't overthink it too much, maybe he has a reason"

That didn't help, the moment Sunoo asked his whereabouts my heart felt something really strong, it was as if it was all coming back to me. The way I used to feel when something is not right.

It got stuck inside my head for hours, it never left me unbothered. I don't want to think something else is going on, and that he's keeping something from me. I help compost myself for being too pessimistic. I sure hope this will all be wrong.

When the door slammed a little, I see Sunghoon peeking at his head trying to force a smile. I grabbed his bag before planting a small kiss on his cheeks. He flew his arms around mine before smelling my neck. I felt a sudden rush of excitement. We never get much time for ourselves, I do have some time to spare for our extra activities but I do not want to impose my human rights for since he's been tired all day.

I sat him down in our bed before removing a few of his buttons. I hissed a little upon having contact with his beer breath. I started contemplating if I'd start my sermon earlier this evening but I doubt he'll even listen to me. It's hard to let him get a warm bath before bed in this state; so I started to prepare lukewarm water, a damp towel, and some vanilla extract for a little aroma. Sunghoon always likes the smell of Vanilla.

While continue to wipe his arms, his phone suddenly rang. I tried running to get it on time but it ended so soon. I continued wiping his arms down to his hands pecking it a little before his phone rang again indicating an unread message. When I was finished, I wiped my hands dry before opening his phone. When I opened it, it was from his V**ber, he rarely uses this app.

When I opened it, I felt my knees weaken. 

From: Hokuto 

Had a great night, was one of the best nights I've ever been on, Hope you'd still see me after what happened. <3

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My eyes traveled to the sleeping figure beside me. He wouldn't do this to me, this is not him. heavy tears burst out from the brim of my eyes and I compost myself not to let out an angry cry. I became in denial about the fact that Sunghoon just cheated on me. I don't want to believe it but here's my proof. 

But why?