IT'S YOU [JAKEHOON FF] [COMPLETE]

JAKEHOON 16

Sunghoon p.o.v

That next day I received a call from my manager saying if I could do some run-through. I toss my phone back from my bed glancing at the wall clock that says 2PM 

(yeah put yo' hands up put your hands up -p-p-p-p put ~~) yeah whatever, back to the story

I did some chores before I bid my mom goodbye, I was determined to see Jake again for the last time even if it meant putting my pride down

By exactly 3 I was there, it was Tuesday and I was positive he would be out by 5 so I had 1hr to spare and practice what I had to say

When I hear the final bell for extra-curricular, I felt my heart beating faster; my palms were all sweaty and I could feel a bit a lot of air from my chest. As I've noticed Jake from afar, I was expecting him to look this way, the usual place I always stand whenever I fetch him

But sadly he didn't spare one look

I cross the road putting my hands inside my coat before following them, when Niki acknowledge my presence Jake immediately followed his direction seeing me

His face was not puffy like mine; it's like he hasn't shed one tear at all

He wasn't mad

But one clear emotion I see,

Is sad

"Can we talk?" Jake looks at Niki for permission before Niki excused himself and left

I don't know why I did that maybe because old habits die hard, I suddenly reached out for Jake's backpack ---,

"Aniyo" when he flinches sideways away from me not wanting to be touched

"S-sorry" We walked from around the school to a nearby playground and settled in one of those swings

Silence engulfed that I had no memory of what I just practiced an hour ago. When I faced Jake his head just hung low that he can't stop staring at the hot beverage I just got him

I stood up, went to him before crouching down, I carefully held both of his hands before looking at him sadly, but before I can even start

Jake lets go of my hand before standing; turning his back against me

"You can talk without touching me" His voice was changed

The Jake I once knew who had a sweet loving voice, looks at me like I wasn't someone dear to him

"I-I'm sorry"

My voice cracked the moment I uttered those longed painful words I wanted to say to Jake. I tried composing myself again before looking straight at his affronted expression 

Tears were visibly at the corner of his eyes; trying his best not to cry before I held both of his crossed arms as he yanked it away this time

"I- I just don't understand why you'd do that to me Sunghoon" --,

"You obviously know it's making me uncomfortable having Sunoo around and still you --"

Jake suddenly stopped, as he pressed the back of his hands against his nose to stop him from sniffing before I see fresh tears escaped his eyes

The prolonged tears I have to endure gushed down continuously; breaking down with Jake as I look away to conceal it from him. It was not helping to see him cry like this in front of me it makes everything so painful

We both break down at the same time, not knowing if this talk would solve everything or could worsen the situation 

I turned around as more tears shed not wanting to let Jake see me like this so he can stop crying as well. When I was ready to talk again Jake held into his knees for support while he punches his chest lightly to breathe properly