IT'S YOU [JAKEHOON FF] [COMPLETE]

JAKEHOON 3

Sunghoon p.o.v

"Yah Sunghoon-ah jump higher" my trainer shouts across the rink as I twirl to perform another triple axel

I fell flat on the floor and quickly got up for another triple axel, I still didn't get it the second time. Lying on the cold skating rink I felt like I could be worse

While my trainer skates his way towards me he gave me some water and I gulp it down in one go.

"What happened Sunghoon?" he crouches down to my level as I felt being guilty for my mistakes

"I just -- I can't skate with these, these aren't mine"

He puts down his record book before squatting next to me,

"I know you're uncomfortable but we need this" --,

"I can do it, I know I can.. I just don't feel like I fit into something I don't personally own"

We ended the practice by noon, as I turn from here to there in my bed I can't seem to stop thinking about Jake

I got up walking downstairs to drink some water before seeing my mother walk in with stuffs in her hand, I immediately help her with those not before she stopped and looks me right in my eye

"Gwaenchana? are you sick?" I shook badly like I did something bad while she touches my forehead 

"Did you wear thin clothes again in your practice?" 

She asked as I opened the fridge to return the water before she grabs some hot packet beside the stove giving it to me. 

"What is that?" I asked and she move her things to the counter

"The Park's invited us to dinner, so I thought I should make some Blueberry Cheecake"

The Park's always have the dinner every season, they would invite my family along but I chose to stay always because I'm not really the type wanting to be in a crowd or with people mostly,

Jay understands that.

"Can I come" my mother stopped what she was doing just to make sure she heard me right,

"N-n-neh" she smiled widely giving me a hug before we proceeded to cooking ---

After helping my mom I got upsatirs and start preparing

as I wore my thick jacket I try to examine my figure and posture that I know I don't even have time to check even before

Is this okay? would this be fine?

Waeyo, why am I nervous? It's not like this is a competition 

Sunghoon-ah get yourself together

"Oppa?" Haeyon knocks from my door smiling upon seeing me for the first time in a semi formal attire, and this time not competing

I only wore these kinds of clothes when I have a competition,

"Come here" I move closer to her as she fixed my hair, I never really cared much of my hair since it was naturally healthy for me and it would just go different direction when I fixed it so I bothered less to it

"There" after fixing me I look myself in the mirror gaping at how I ravishing I look