Don't Leave Me | PJM AMBW ✓

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"you're leaving?" you look up from the couch as you watch jimin walk out of your room with his suitcase. removing the wool blanket off your swollen belly you sigh at the honey-skinned boy. "hello?" you ask again; not getting a response.

"y/n."

"what?" you scoff, "i'm literally asking because you have a suitcase in your hand and you haven't spoken to me."

jimin sighs, finally letting go of his suitcase and walking over to you. you watch as he removes the blanket from you and sit down next to you, his eyes being red and dampness taking up his cheeks.

"jimi- why are you crying?"

jimin takes you by surprise when he wraps his arms around you, pulling you into his chest and then rocking you both. "i'm sorry." he croaks out.

"what?"

he ignores you. "i'm so, so fucking sorry to you both."

"wha-what are you talking about?" your eyebrows turn in on eachother as jimin continues to rock you. "let fucking go." you huff, pulling his arms away from you and sitting back on the couch.

jimin brings his hands up to his red cheeks and wipes them until the wetness had reached a minimum, staring at you with the doe eyes you hoped the baby inside you would carry.

"why are you crying?" you ask, almost sincerely.

"i can't do this."

"you can't do what."

"i can't do this." he repeats — referring to your belly that was almost sitting on your lap. you had told jimin about being pregnant about three months ago, and you remember like yesterday when he walked out and had been out all night because of the news.

"what do you mean?" you stammer. "i thought you were okay-"

"no it's nothing like that." he tries to reassure you. jimin takes you into him again, grabbing your shoulders and forcing you to look him directly in his eyes.

"i want to be here with you both so, so, so badly...but y/n you have to understand.." he blows out his cheeks, "i've been wanting this my whole life, stardom. being on the stage and all."

your neck snaps back and all type of curses that you want to throw at him goes through your head. "that's why you're leaving? to chase your dream? leaving us?"

"i'm sorry-"

"go."

his eyes darted; from one of your eyes to the other. trying his best to make sure that he had heard you right. "what?"

"go." you once again pull his arms away from you, but this time with a lot more force following you getting up from the couch to walk away from him.

"you're okay with m-"

"get the fuck out jimin!"

jimins chest puffs up in down in sadness once he sees your face; tears now rolling down your cheeks and your eyes blinking to stop them. your hands were balled in fists and you couldn't bare to still stare at the man in front of you.

"i'm sorry."

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you wake up, your hand immediately going to rub at your head. your head felt as if you had gotten hit with at least three hammers and you were thrown onto the floor — it felt horrible.

"fuck." you groan. you struggle to open your eyes even more but once you do you notice you're not in your bed but in jimins. your hand goes to pull up the cover making your mouth fall into the shape of an 'o' seeing you were butt ass naked.

"shit, shit, shit, shit." you automatically panic, sitting up and wincing in pain from your headache. "what did we do." and more importantly where was jimin? because looking to your side the lighter pale skinned boy wasn't there.

had he left again?

"jimin?" you pull the cover off of you and stand slowly, your eyes snapping to the floor to see about three used condoms and a broken one spreaded with jimins seed still in it.

this all had reminded you too much of when jimin had left you, not once but twice and it seemed like it had happened again. "jimin!"

"y/n, y/n i'm right here." jimin walks in, a glass of water in his hand and a couple of pills in the other. he only had a pair of sweatpants on and he clearly had nothing on under it.

"i thought you had left." you frown.

jimin hands you the glass and the aspirin. "never, remember?"

"yeah." you nervously laugh, before throwing the pills and water back. sighing at the coldness hitting your throat. once you're done you sit the glass cup on his night stand, looking back up at him.

"i like the look by the way."

"boy." you laugh, just now really noticing that you still had no clothes on.

"your clothes; they're in the washer." jimin goes to his drawer and grabs a big white t-shirt and hands it to you. "you kind of puked as soon as we got here."

"oh my." you gasp, putting on the shirt. "we still uh-"

"yeah." jimin answers before you could get the question out. "i mean..i guess. i don't remember that much."

"me neither." you frown. "i know we used protection though." you look over to the floor at the many condoms.

"well..that's good."

"it is." your phone rings and your eyes light up seeing it was jihyun.

"is that my princess?" jimin asks.

"probably so." you smile, answering the call and feeling jimin coming behind you to get in the phones view.

your baby's face finally comes into the phone, a big smile on her small face. "m-mommy, d-daddy!"

"hi baby!"

"hi princess."

your baby begins to babble about all the things her and her uncle had did and jihyun sat behind her giving you and jimin the most dirtiest look ever, it's okay though.

"after we talk to her, i'll make the announcement." jimin whispers to you.

"the what?"

"vlive." he kisses your cheek, looking back to the screen where your daughter had let out a giggle, "i'll let them know about min-ji."

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the smut didn't didn't really fit this chapter so if you guys were looking forward to it i'm sorry. anyways!! it'll be much more things coming soon in this fic, and i know i keep saying this but we have at least 8 to 10 chaps left hehe <333