Don't Leave Me | PJM AMBW ✓

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"jimin please." mijae stood on her feet, panic on her face as she watched jimin began to walk back and forth across the room. his hands were balled into a fist and he had pulled his mask down to where mijae seen a wide snarl on his lips. "calm down."

"no mijae-" jimin had balled his hands even tighter, to where he could see the white showing. "what- what the fuck were you thinking?" he tried his best to compose himself but jimin just couldn't believe what he had just heard the girl say.

"jimin let me explain." mijae walks closer to jimin putting her hands up in defense.

"what is there to explain?" even though jimin was angry he had an hurt expression on his face.

"please."

jimin complies, but he still didn't sit down. he lets his arms cross in front of him.

"i-" mijae starts but she shakes her head, wanting to say something different. "you were there. you were boyfriend at the time and you were nice."

"and what the fuck does that mean?"

"you may not know this but i had a kid at a young age." mijae avoids jimins waddy eyes. "fifteen to be exact and i couldn't keep her."

"explain." jimin plainly says.

"i got pregnant by some douchebag at fifteen and i couldn't let my parents find out so i ended up aborting her." the girl bites her lip. "i was sad, angry and everything in the book because i knew i wasn't ready but everything in me knew that would always stay on my mind"

jimin shoulders slump looking at the girl in front of him.

"then i met you at nineteen." she looks at jimin. "and you were so fucking nice, the perfect guy i could ask for — i knew i wanted another kid at that time and age because i was ready and it wasn't a coincidence to me that you and i had met."

jimin couldn't help but to let a scoff leave his lips. "why didn't you just ask me to have a kid with you mijae? instead of doing the trifling shit that you did?" he wanted to raise his voice so bad but he knew that jae-in was upstairs.

"i was too caught up in the moment because i just wanted another kid again. i wanted to fulfill the loss of my baby girl." mijaes body language had changed completely. she gave jimin minimal eye contact and her head was pointed downwards in shame.

"and plus." she lifts her head up. "i didn't want to pour a kid on you like that when you were just debuting — you already had too much on your plate."

"and you thought breaking up with me out of nowhere was fine?"

"i thought that at the time." mijae nods her head sadly. "i'm sorry jimin."

"did you even think about me? about jae-in?" jimin runs a frustrated hand through his black hair. "how did you think he would feel growing up and finding out about what you did?"

"jimin-"

"don't fucking jimin me." jimin cuts her off, a muscle in his jaw twitching. "i already fucked up enough with one kid and that'll be hanging over my head until i get it right, and now i have to fix things with jae-in."

"but you don't have-"

"mijae i could take you to court—" he says something before she tries to defend herself. "—but see i won't do that."

he watches the shorter let out a sigh of relief.

"just make sure i'm with him more."

"what?"

"you heard me." jimin looks at her. "i already missed six years."

"he doesn't-"

"jimin?" the both of you turn your head to look at jae-in at the end of the stairs. he had a look on his face that was unreadable. "jimin hyung i mean." jae-in corrects himself.

he was sure he had seen the older enough to not call him by just jimin or jimin-ssi, he had to throw some type of honorifics in or it would be disrespectful.

"you don't have to call me that." jimin looks at the boy who still stood on the steps.

"i insist." the six year old says, smiling a bit at the older man. "mom i finished my class." he looks at mijae. "all of em!"

"good job jae-in." mijae smiles at him, her fingers trembling waiting to see what jimin would say or do.

but jimin just stood there. "i should be going." he speaks up, fingers tapping on his side. "i'll be calling you." he looks directly at mijae.

"jimin hyung" jae-in calls him again and jimin slightly tilts his lips, wanting nothing more than to tell the boy that he was nowhere near being his 'older brother' ... but it would be too early for that right?

"whatsup?" jimin turns to him.

"miss y/n is okay, right?"

"yeah jae, she fine." he gives the boy a nickname unconsciously, adding a smile to him to. even though his mother was shit the boy was a sweetheart and he had some of jimin in him too.

"will she be back at school soon?"

jimin nods his head, "yeah. in a couple of months."

jae-in let's a goofy smile fall on his face, "yay!"

jimin gives him a nod, pulling up his mask. he tilts his head to mijae and at the door and watched as she walks to it. "jae-in i'm about to let jimin out, go on upstairs and i'll help you with your homework."

the six year sighs but he listens. "see you later jimin hyung, please tell miss y/n i said hi and i miss her."

"sure thing." he winks at the boy and watched as jae-in stumbled up the stairs, when he hadn't seen his feet anymore he turned to mijae. "just because i'm cool with him doesn't mean i'm nice with you, i'll be talking to y/n and then i'll text you."

mijae wants badly to roll her eyes but she just reply's with a "okay." as she let jimin out.

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this is the picture of jae-in on mijaes wall that jimin showed to his members!