Funny how things you don't expect to happen, happen.
Everytime I see you I freak.
Because I think of what we could have been. How I wanted to hug you and have you hold me in your arms. But that's not possible. 1/13/15
Funny how things you don't expect to happen, happen.
You kissed me and we had magic. You held me in your arms and you made me feel like I was safe, like no one else existed. And I'm head over heels in love with you. That's probably why I replay that day in my mind over and over again, like a vinyl in a record player. That's why I find my self at 2:30 am looking at pictures of you and just thinking. I fell in love with the love of my life. Samuel. 1/21/15
Funny how things you don't expect to happen, happen.
I hated my self. we rushed things again. And it's my fault. I want to die. I want to sleep and never wake up. I want to drown my self. I need to die. Just escape everything. Leave everything. Just leave. Not like anyone would care. 1/25/15
Funny how things you don't expect to happen, happen.
I hate thinking about you. I cry to myself and think about how I miss you. I still hate you so much. but I can't "hate" you... I hate me. 1/30/15
Funny how things you don't expect to happen, happen.
I wanna start over again. Square one. Hopefully things will go well. Maybe they'll go bad. Idk. I just love you so much and I can't get you out of my mind. 2/1/15
