February 20th, 2015
Me and samuel have been Facetiming for 3 hours. God I love him so much. He's hurt me but I love him to much to hurt me. I get quiet and he asks if I'm still here. He tells me h'ell slap my butt in school. we're both laughing. Ugh. I love him so much. Samuel. If you ever read this. I love you. We have been Facetiming for the longest time. Just talking. I'm getting this weird vibe that he still likes me a lot and I still like him a lot and it kills me not saying I love you. But I do love him a lot. He's such a cute awkward dork and I love him. He's always there for me and always nice to me. I love him. 5 hours. He's tired and goes to sleep but before he does we do that cute little you hang up first thing. I felt like we both had an urge to say I love you but idk. It's so hard to explain how you make me feel and I love it. I love you. And this is probably just the beginning of the end.
