i take 10 pills and sit down. I look at the wall. I think of how worthless I am but I know some people need me its just I don't feel like I need me. I see my thumb tack in the wall and I pull it out and get half a cut then throw it at the wall. I'm in tears bawling my eyes out. There's a wet spot on my bad from where I was crying. I lay down calming down. My stomachs hurting so much, and I'm crying right now. The pain is excruciating. Ugh. I shouldn't have taken them. But it's okay. I'll live. Trust me. (Okay my stomach really hurts and I'm crying a lot)
