𝑭𝒂𝒕𝒆 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝑺𝒊𝒏𝒔

✨ 𝑫𝒐𝒏𝒕 𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒚 𝒊𝒇 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒄𝒂𝒏𝒕 𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒚 ✨

17 revolutions, emerging evolutions,
each and every single day.
For the better they say,
then why does it worsen for me?
Everything bad has something good underneath waiting to be set free,
is that why everybody walks away from me?
If the people around are bad for me,
why does it ache when they all leave me?

2 faced human beings, messing with my feelings.
Smiling in front of me,
like it is meant to be,
yet secretly wishing me dead when I am not there.
What if I actually die?
would anyone even notice I am no longer there?
would anyone even cry?
when I am forever gone,
long forgotten.
Probably would be left alone in a lawn,
where nobody even glances at my abandoned body left to be rotten.
Still I don't know why I care for everyone,
despite aware that in the end I will have no one.

Wet tissues, possible growing trust issues,
that no one would ever stay.
Don't stay if you can't stay,
cause I am vulnerable and will think you'll stay forever.
Unfortunately I am not as clever,
to figure out you want to walk away,
from me cause you found a better way,
for yourself,
Thus leaving me all to myself.
Tired with everyone disappearing,
Anticipating for the day I would hear someone nearing,
Nearing by towards me,
telling me they will always be there for me.
But no one would ever stay,
hence making me shut down my heart.
No one is willing to make my day,
when it is easier for them to stab my heart with a dart,
leading to growing trust issues,
and all over on the floor, wet tissues,
with just a thought in my head which plays all day,
Don't stay if you can't stay,
cause I can no more bear being someone's toy of the day.