Dear Harry

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Dear Harry, 


It's been 2 months since you left. Dr. Phill says I should write down my feelings. I would. I really would, if I could actually understand what I felt. But I don't. I don't know why you left me. Why you had to go.

Mom told me you've gone to a better place. But... Why wasn't this a good place for you Haz? Why did you have to be in a car accident in order to reach a 'better place'? I should hate you. Hate you for leaving me. Alone. For breaking all your promises. Promises about a future. Our future. Hate you for lying when you said that you'll always be with me. But I can't find it in me to hate you. To feel anything but sadness and love when thinking about you.

I miss you Haz. Miss the feel of your arms around me. Your breath against my ear. Your body pressed against mine as we slept peacefully. You're sleep deprived smile in the morning. Your lips pressed against my forehead when you thought I was asleep. Your dimples protruding in a way of communicating joy. The 'I love yous' in the middle of the night. Your tender kisses, your soft smiles, your angelic voice. You.

I can't live without you. I can't wait to be reunited again.

Always in my Heart.

Yours sincerely,
Louis. 

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