Trigger Warning: Anorexia/ Mild case of an Eating Disorder
Tubbo's POV:
"Hey guys, I'm thinking about ending stream. Got college in the morning." Tommy announced.
I exclaimed "Oh yeah, forgot about that. I should head as well in that case."
"Yeah bye guys, have good streams" Tommy paused for a moment. "But not you Wilbur, I hope you have a bad stream." Everyone started laughing at Wil and I heard Tommy disconnect.
I thought to myself. He had been acting really distant lately. I could ask him tomorrow at college if he was feeling well.
I went down to tell my family about the stream, grab a snack and head to bed.
-magical time skip to the next day-
I shut the door, locking it, proceeding to walk to the bus station.
TommyInnit's POV:
I heard the alarm blaring in my ears. I pulled the ear phones out and sat up. I got dressed into a red and white t shirt and baggy jeans. I slip on my shoes as I'm walking out the door. I snatch my bag off the banister and run down the stairs.
"Don't run down the stairs Tom, you might trip!" I hear MotherInnit yell from the kitchen.
"OK MUM!"
I walk into the kitchen and I grab an apple out the fruit bowl, knowing she'd nag at me for not eating again.
I don't really like eating much anymore. I guess its because of the voices. They tell me things.I can't remember when exactly they came but all i know is that they're here and aren't leaving.
I take a bite out of the apple and shout a good bye to MotherInnit. I shut the door and spat the apple back out. I kick it into a bush and make my way to the bus station.
No one's POV:
Tubbo was sat in the bus shelter waiting for Tommy. Late again. He saw the bus coming round the corner. He got in the queue and looked round frantically. He could see a small figure running to the station, who could be only Tommy.
Tubbo stalled for his best friend, taking his time to pull out his ticket. Tommy reached the bus and they both boarded it.
Tubbo whispered "You owe me, I held up the bus for you."
Tommy quickly glanced around, catching a few people glaring at Tubbo. He shot them a dirty look.
-Magical time skip-
TommyInnit's POV:
I heard my name yelled. I turned around. Tubbo was running towards me. I smiled.
"Sorry Tommy, my language teacher held me up."
"Heh, I was just wondering where you were. I just finished my lunch-"
"There you go, lying to your 'friend' again..."
I felt a slight stab in my chest. I continued what i was saying "But lets go sit down."
We sat down on a bench nearby. We were talking- more like I was talking to Tubbo while he ate his food and nodding his every now and then.
He swallowed his food and suggested "Hey, you should probably check the chat!"
I pulled out my phone and opened Discord. Wilbur had spammed the chat with messages.
"Jesus christ, what's bitch going on about?"
"Read it, read it."
Tubbo seemed really excited.
Wilbur Soot:
Guys, I had an idea for a video. We should all meet up. Phil, Tubbo, Tommy, Techno and Me! I will pay for the most of it and I can borrow my friend's caravan.
Tubbo:
Taht sounds like fun!
TechnoBlade:
Wow, are you gonna pay for my plane ticket.
Philza:
I'll help pay for that. And do we have a specific date for this.
Tubbo:
Mother and Father Dearest says i can go and end of turm is comeing up so we could do it then.
Wilbur Soot:
Sounds good, just need Tommy to respond.
TommyInnit:
Sound great. I just need to ask MotherInnit.
I was so excited. I couldn't wait to meet up with my friends. Then Tubbo said something that coulda stopped my heart.
"Tommy, you've been rather off lately, are you all right?"
I stuttered for a second before putting on my confident persona. "What makes you think that?"
"I dunno."
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