Words cut deeper then knives - A TommyInnit angst

4: The plan

Trigger Warning: Depression/ Bad thoughts, Implied self harm, Swearing.

TechnoBlade POV:

Scrolling through the website, i groaned with disappointment. Why do plane tickets cost so damn much?!

I chucked to myself "Good thing I don't waste money."

Phil had chipped in and pay palled money to my account. He knew how much it was but he sent definitely too much. I felt kinda guilty by acting like I couldn't afford it, even they all knew I was  messing around. 

I ordered it and messaged Wilbur. Then I logged onto Skyblock to do my favourite thing. Torment Squid_Kid about losing the Potato War of  course!

TommyInnit POV:

"Bye Tubbo, I'll speak to you later."

"Byyyyeeeeeeeeee"

We split up and walked to our homes.

-Magical time skip-

I unlocked the door and stepped inside. It was deadly silent.

"Mumm, Daaad!" I called. It echoed through the empty house. "Guess they're both still at work."

I dropped my bag onto the stairs and sat  in the living room. I opened discord to see that Wilbur, Phil, Techno and Tubbo were all in a voice call. 

I went to click on the VC to join but froze.

"Don't join, they're probably happier without you there. They don't care about you-"

"No..." I whispered to myself.

"They pity you, you don't need them."

I let out a sob.

"Cry baby~" The taunting voice said.

 I put my head in my hands. I was about to cry it out when I heard the keys in the door. I swiftly sat up and rubbed my eyes.

"Oh hey Tom." Fatherinnit said with visible surprise on his face. "You're usually hidden upstairs, you ok?" He laughed.

"Yeah, I had to ask you something." 

-Magical time skip-

No ones POV:

After explaining to his parents what they were planning to do, they agreed knowing Wilbur would be there. They had met him before so it wasn't an issue. The tall boi ran upstairs to his PC to tell his friends the news.

Tubbo POV:

I'm laughing at another one of Phil's lame jokes when I hear someone join the call. I looked over to my Discord.

"Oh hi Tommy."

"Hey, so I asked my mum and dad and they said I can go as long as I stay in contact with them."

Wil replied hastily "Ok, sounds good. I have both your parents contacts so it shouldn't be a problem." 

"Why are you talking all fancy bitch!"

"Be quiet child, Phil needs to say something."

Tommy muttered something and quietened down. I looked over to Phil's icon in discord, as if I was looking at him in real life.

"Is tomorrow, 6pm good for you guys? Techno is gonna fly out around lunch-"

I heard techno's monotone voice ring out over Phil's, "Yeah, I've already packed and booked the plane ticket."

Wilbur clapped his hands together, "Well its settled then. I'll pick up Tommy and Tubbo and Phil will meet Techno at the airport. We'll drive to my house and drive to a campsite or some shit!"

I smiled at the screen, "This is gonna be so much fun. And I haven't seen you guys in a while-" I realised something mid sentence. Tommy was being oddly silent. It kinda scared me, "Tommy?"

I heard him say something from across his room. He came closer to the mic, "Sorry, I was just packing my bag."

TommyInnit's POV:

"Why are you talking all fancy bitch!"

"Be quiet child, Phil needs to say something."

I grumbled and walked away from my desk, I had to pack some clothes and other necessities for our road trip/ camping trip. 

I was listening to the conversation while rummaging through my closet. I snatched up a black hoodie. I threw it down onto my bed but hear a clunk hit the floor.

"Hoodies don't make that noise?" I thought. I turned around to see a small pocket knife. My eyes practically popped out of my skull. Voices flooded into my head as I picked it up.

"Do it, it's not hard. You've been here before, you've done it before."

"Tommy?"

I heard a friendly voice. A voice I wanted to hear. It knocked me out of this sort of state I was in and I flung the knife under my bed. 

"Sorry, I was just packing my bag."

"Tommy you've been awfully quiet, you ok?"

"Yeah I'm fine Phil, Just tired."

"For once!" Wilbur taunted.

"Just shut up man. I think I'm gonna head off, need some sleep."

"The blade doesn't need sleep."

Tubbo laughed, "Broooo."

"BrUuUuUuUhHhHh-"

I disconnected, turned off my PC and moved my suitcase off my bed. I hopped into bed and turned on some Khai dreams. However, for once, music didn't help. I kept thinking about my knife. And with that came terrible flashbacks.

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