L's POV
It's been 3 days since I've seen Nate...
Tonight he is throwing a kick-back for just him, Sammy, Johnson, John, Mike, Lynn, Hannah, Sara, Cara and I guess me.
Cara told me about the party yesterday and in all honesty I really want to go but I don't know if I should.
Cara will be here any minute now and we are gonna get ready then head over to Nate's.
....
I decide to just wear a pair of dark denim shorts, a grey oversized sweatshirt, black sandals, and my hair in a messy bun.
Cara is taking forever in the bathroom.
"Cara hurry your ass up!"
"I'm going as fast as I can! Calm down!!!"
"If you don't hurry up I'm going to leave without you!"
"Oh shut up you know you won't!"
I roll my eyes and pound on the door, "JUST HURRY UP!!!!!!"
About 5 minutes pass and she finally comes out of the bathroom, "It's about God damn time!"
"Oh shut up," she looks at her phone, "We don't have to be there for another 45 minutes...."
I roll my eyes and walk into the kitchen.
I'm fixing myself a glass of water and Cara walks into the kitchen, "So Laurel I have a question."
"Okay?"
"What's going on between you and Nate?"
"Nothing...Wh. Why?"
"Well you haven't been hanging out with us the past few days when we are over at Nate's and every time we say something about you to him he changes the subject. Did something happen?"
"Well in all honesty yes something did happen....I feel something for Nate and the other day after the fight between him and Gilinsky I realized those feelings were stronger than I thought and then the morning I cooked breakfast for everyone I told him about my feelings and he told me how he felt at the time and in all honesty I was hurt and since then we haven't talked or seen each other since."
"Holy shit! You and Nate?"
I just smiled.
After watching 2 episodes of Friends Cara and I walked over to Nate's.
Everyone is here....
Cara and I walk into Nate's and Cara is all bubbly and I'm quiet...
We walk over to the couch and sit down.
Nate hasn't noticed me yet until Sammy opens his big ass mouth, "Laurel where the hell have you been?!?"
Nate looks right at me and I can't really read the look on his face.
"I've been home... Haven't really been feeling well."
Nate rolls his eyes, "Oh yeah......"
Sammy ignores Nate's comment, "What's been wrong?"
Nate gets up and walks into the kitchen.
"Well I've had a really bad headache and my stomach has been really uneasy..."
Nate slams a cup down and it shatters.
Sammy looks into the kitchen at Nate, "What's your problem Nate?"
"I don't know Sammy..........I just hate liars I guess!"
I stand up, "No Sammy he just doesn't want me here!"
Everyone stops what they are talking about and focusses on me.
"Sammy I did lie to you... I haven't been sick. I have feelings for Nate and he's mad at me because of the fight that happened between him and Gilinsky!'
All I hear is everyone taking in a sharp breath.
I look at everyone, "Yes! I have feelings for Nate and I really don't give a damn who fucking knows!!!!!!!!!! I knew I shouldn't have come over here! I knew this was a bad idea!'
I walk to the door and turn around, "Fuck you Nate!" and with that I walk out and slam the door.
I run home and as soon as I walk in my house I close the door and start crying and run up to my room.
Maybe we just need distance....
I know this is a very short chapter but I am working on the chapter for Saturday's update! I am thinking about updating a little early and maybe even more than just 1 chapter!
It feels good to be writing again! Love you guys! Don't forget to vote and comment :)
