Where it's all gone wrong

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Time skip to next day

Hana POV

''Same old same old, I got tired of all of this. Can someone help me to escape from this misery. I love my moms but this is too much. I need attention and love too. Is it too much to ask to be love. To be taken care of. Am I a burden. Am I not wanted in this world. Am I a mistake. Am I was not supposed to be born.'' Hana thought to herself while sitting in the school garden.

''What are you ranting about Hana.'' Chaeyoung ask me out of nowhere.

''Nothing Chae. Just wondering what to do this school holidays.'' I lied.

''Hana, Hana, Hana. You think you can lie to me. I know you since kindergarten. Not few days ago. It is about your family right.'' Chae ask.

Right! How stupid am I to think that I can lie to Chae.

''Okay! Fine. I'm just thinking about my life.'' I said to her.

''Chae, what if I'm only a burden. What if I'm just a mistake. What if my existence was not welcome in the first place. I'm scared Chae. I'm afraid.'' I said while crying.

Chaeyoung POV

My heart clench when I heard what Hana said. She's an angel. My angel to be exact. How can she think of that. If not because of her, I won't be here. She's the only one that manage to break my cold attitude towards peoples.

''Hana, please don't think like that. You're not a mistake. You are the most wonderful and kind person I ever met.'' I said while hug Hana from the side.

''I know your condition is not good right now, but please don't think like that. It hurts me to hear that. You're my best friend. You're my light. Without you I'm lost.'' This is it. I'm going to confess. Now or never.

''Hana, I have something I need to tell you. I have keep it for long and I need to let it out of my chest.'' God help me! I'm nervous as hell.

''What is it Chae. You know you can tell me anything.'' Hana ask while wipe her tears.

''I l-like y-you! Wait! N-no.. I l-love you. I have love you since kindergarten. I've been waiting for a right time to confess but I can hold it anymore. Every time I see someone flirt or trying to confess to you I become afraid and nervous. I'm afraid that you will accept one of them. So Kim Hana Manoban, I want to ask you. Would you give me the honour and be my girlfriend?'' I said it. I look up to her since I haven't receive any reply.

As soon as I see Hana face, I widen my eyes. Hana was crying.

OMG!OMG!OMG! Is it wrong time to confess.

''Hana-ya'' I try to hold her hand but suddenly Hana jump on me and hug me.

Hana POV

Is what I'm hearing is real. I'm not dreaming right. Chaeyoung is confessing to me. She like me back. Is this for real! Is this a dream, if yes I don't want to wake up. I didn't notice that I'm crying. I only realize it when Chae hold my hand. Quickly I hug her.

I've been feeling the same for a long time but I'm afraid to confess cause I though she just think of me as friend. It's true that I received a lot of confession from other boys and girls but I don't like them. I only like and in love with Chae.

''Hana.'' Chae call me.

''Is this mean yes'' she ask for confirmation.

I kiss her cheek.

''Yes! Yes! Thousand yes! I can't believe that you feel the same as I do. I've been in love with you for a long time now.'' I saw that Chae lips turn to a beautiful smile that I love the most.

''I want to confess to you but I'm afraid it will ruin our friendship. So, I just keep it to myself.'' I said while hug her more.

''Thank god! I'm afraid that you will reject me. I love you so much. I promise that I will protect you and make you happy. From now on if anyone try to mess with you, I'm going to beat them up.'' Chae said while wipe my tears and kiss my cheeks.

At least there is someone who truly love and care for me. Chae maybe can help me to go through all of this. I also promise to make Chae feel happy and take care of her.

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Hey guys, short update for new year. I'll try to update more often. Thank you for reading.

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