Kpop one-shots and reactions

☽ Kim Seungmin [Stray Kids] | Broken pt.2

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!! Warning: there are mentions of suicide !!

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—Seungmin's POV—

"Why hasn't she answered her phone..? I know she's upset but she never ignores me.." I mumbled to myself, sitting on the balcony as it began raining. "I really fucked up.." I whispered as my phone rang. I quickly picked it up, expecting to see Y/n's name when it was just Han. "Hello?" I answered as I sighed, sitting back down. "What the fuck did you do to Y/n?! And don't lie. She came her crying, saying something about you don't love her anymore?? What the hell Seung..? This girl loves you an insane amount, why would you hurt her like that?" He asked, but I ignored it all. "Y/n was with you?? Where is she now?! I need to talk to her-" I said, panic laced in my voice. "Is that all you got from this, hm? That Y/n came by?" He scuffed, "Maybe because her boyfriend doesn't doesn't know how to treat her, huh? I knew she should've-"

Han's sentence trailed off so I spoke; "She should've what, Han? Because you're no better tha-" "Shut up.." He said, cutting me off and turning up the TV. I listened carefully, ignoring how pissed he was making me — "It appears there has been a crash near the JYP building and traffic has been stopped for investigation. A semi has hit a blue 2017 Hyundai. Everyone in the semi survived but the pregnant woman in the car was instantly killed. — If we take a look at the stoplight footage... it- oh.. can we air this? O-okay... the woman seemed to have purposely driven into the direction of the semi - an apparent suicide-"

Anything the woman said after that became muffled, so did Han. But I immediately brushed it off; Y/n wasn't pregnant and she wouldn't kill herself, not over some stupid argument like this. I scuffed as Han's voice became clearer; "You FUCKING BASTARD!! YOU killed Y/n! You-" And I hung up, ignoring anything else he had to say because I knew he was wrong. I muted my phone and observed the rain, laughing as I imagined Y/n driving home right now, apologizing as she usually would.

*~time skip~*

It was getting late so I decided to head inside and get ready for bed, heading the bathroom to brush my teeth.  But as soon I opened the door, I froze. I saw a positive pregnancy test on the bathroom counter. My eyes became watery as I unmuted my phone, ignoring my messages and calls, immediately re-dialing Han's number. "I fucked up..." I whispered, voice breaking. "Yeah, you did. Now what are you gonna do about it?" Han asked, his own voice rough and husky rather than his usual childish, high-pitched tone. "What am I SUPPOSED to do... she's dead..." I practically whimpered, tears falling down my face as I looked in the mirror, millions of things rushing through my mind. "Hey... I-I gotta go..." I managed to heave out, hanging up and putting the phone in my pocket. I stumbled out the door, getting in my own car, heading to the crash site.

Once I arrived, police officers tried keeping me away from the scene and behind the yellow tape but I screamed "THAT'S MY GIRLFRIEND!" And pushed past them, trudging to the car and instantly looking away, Y/n's mangled body being too much for me. Someone grabbed my shoulders and calmly repeated; "It'll be alright sir, I know losing someone's hard but you'll get through it, you'll be alright." I gave her a weak smile, before walking the other way; "I need to go to my dad's...." And she smiled, leading me to my car. "I'm terribly sorry for your loss, Mr. Kim." I gave her another smile before pulling off. I immediately called up Bang Chan; "I can't participate in group activities anymore. I'm ending my contract tomorrow. Please pass this on to JYP. And Bang Chan? I love so much. Let the others know too, okay? You guys and Stay mean so much to me.." I mumbled softly, trying to keep my voice under control before hanging up. I blared the radio as I began crying more and more - the tears seemed almost never ending. I hit the steering wheel and cursed myself for being so incompetent. For myself, for Y/n, for Stray Kids... for our baby.

*~time skip~*

I pulled up to the Lotte World Tower and began the horrid trudge to the top; regretting everything. Regretting meeting Y/n, putting her through this, meeting Stray Kids and hurting them like this... I felt so stupid for even becoming an idol... for putting this much despire on my fans shoulders. I know this wouldn't be what Y/n would want, but the pain resting in my heart that was telling me this was my fault? It was just too much. So, when I reached the top, I smiled down, "I love you Stray Kids... Stay.." And then I smiled up, "I love you too Y/n... and I want to make things right.."

I turned my back to the traffic.. and fell.

God, it felt so relieving and freeing.

It felt so good having all that wind rushing past me, rain hitting my skin.. it was as if Y/n was beckoning me... and I couldn't ignore her.

Not again.
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7:36am, the next day.

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"Kim Seungmin has passed away from apparent suicide. His death has left Stay, the K-pop community.. and the world in utter disbelief. There's no words to describe the amount of pain he, or his fans must be feeling... felt. My condolences go out to Kim Seungmin's parents, band mates, and fandom.. this has been Choi Baram with KBS Global.."