Kpop one-shots and reactions

☽ Lee Felix [Stray Kids] | Happily Ever After

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Felix covered me up, giving me a soft kiss before slipping out of bed. I didn't want to stop him because I knew it would be pointless, so I continued to fake sleep - letting him leave the house. After I heard the front door shut, I began quietly crying uncontrollably. I didn't think Felix would do it, but something in me was telling me that he was cheating. I tried pushing those thoughts away, blaming it on how much I'd overthink even the littlest things.. but this felt different. I knew eventually I'd have to confront him about it so I figured tomorrow would be the perfect time - well, as perfect as it got to having these types of conversations. Without realizing it, I cried myself into a deep sleep: so deep that the storm outside didn't even have an effect on me like it usually would've.

*~time skip~*

That next night, I called Felix over and he wasn't expecting anything since this was our usual. As I heard a knock, I opened the door with a simple, "Hey, come in." Instead of my normal, "Ahh, baby! You're here!" He didn't pay much attention which slowly twisted the knife deeper into my heart; making this conversation a little easier to have. Of course I wasn't gonna make myself look too suspicious at the beginning so we sat down together, cuddling as we watched tv. That's what got me. The cuddling.
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Felix was too pure to cheat, right? But then... why would he leave at these ungodly hours when I just wanted his arms wrapped around me? Similar thoughts began filling my mind, eventually making it unbearable.. so I began crying. "Baby? What's wrong?" Felix asked, sitting me upright and looking into my eyes. "Please... don't play dumb with me.." I said softly, shaking my head slowly. Felix laughed a little, reaching for my hand that I quickly pulled away. He looked at me, confusion written all over his face. "Baby...?" He asked, swallowing as he observed my movements very carefully now. "Don't 'baby' me Felix. I know what's been going. I just want you to admit it, goddammit!" "Admit what..?" He asked, sounding genuinely confused.

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I absolutely hated how oblivious he was acting: it was making everything harder.

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"Just. Say it!" I screamed as I stood up. Felix was genuinely shocked — he had never seen me like this. He got up too and tried reaching for my hand once more but, yet again, I pulled away: "Stop it! Don't fucking touch me! Tell me the truth right now!" I yelled, swallowing hard to prevent my tears from coming down anymore than they already had. He looked hurt... really hurt. I truly did love him, so seeing him like this hurt me but I quickly remembered why I was doing this and tried ignoring those feelings I once, and possibly still, had for him.

"Y/n... what are you talking about? P-please, just sit down and we can calmly talk about this, okay? Whatever I did... I-I'm sorry.. please baby..." He whispered which made me roll my eyes. "Come on Felix! You know exactly what I'm talking about! All these late nights.. leaving me whenever you think I'm sleeping? I wake up to an empty bed when all I want to do is roll over and kiss you...." I laughed a little; "Hell, you don't even pay enough attention to see when I'm acting different. The signs are obviously there Felix.... just tell me you're cheating and we can end this. Right here, right now." I wiped my eyes, "And we can stop hurting each other." Felix's eyes started getting glossy, "You really think I'm cheating, Y/n? Have.. have I not proven my loyalty towards you, time and time again...?"

I scuffed, "So now you're going to deny it?" I laughed, wiping my eyes once more, "That's pathetic Felix, really." A tear slowly fell down his cheek; "I can't explain it right now, but I haven't been cheating, Y/n..." He looked directly into my eyes, "Please believe me?" "What else am I supposed to believe Felix, hm?!" His tears came quicker, "I thought we trusted each other...." He paused before continuing; "Actually... maybe we should end this.." He licked his lips, grabbing his phone: "Why should I put effort into a one-sided relationship?" He asked, voice breaking. "One-sided?! Really Felix??! If it's one-sided, it's one-sided for me! You pay no attention to me anymore... you always have something better to do o-or you're busy with your friends." I yelled as my own voice broke. I began crying uncontrollably, at this point.

"I was going to propose to you Y/n!!" He shouted over me as he turned towards the door. "But that was obviously the wrong decision... you're not my soulmate.. my 'baby'.. this is over, Y/n..." He whispered, opening the door. "Wai-" But I couldn't finish my sentence. He had shut the door.

He had left.

I fell to the ground, cursing myself for my ignorance and inability to not overthink. But maybe Felix was right, maybe this would be better for him; he could have his happily ever after... but I wouldn't.

*~time skip~*

I'd applauded him at his and my best friend's wedding eight years later - smiling at how happy they looked, but being torn apart on the inside... thinking that I could've been her if it wasn't for that one night.

He walked past me and gave me a genuine smile, mouthing a "thank you" that completely broke me. What hurt the most? I never got over him so I couldn't come to terms with myself and that I deserved to move on and have my own happily ever after.... my own wedding... my own family. But he had two kids running around his house two years later, happy as ever... while I continued crying myself to sleep.