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as he looked over he saw chou smile and felt a hand wrap around the collar of his sweatshirt. he was yanked forward and felt his lips hit chou's, she began kissing him immediately. suna kissed back, feeling like he would've died if he hadn't. he reached for her jaw and grabbed it, gripping it tightly as he slipped his tounge into her mouth. his mind was fuzing out as he began to make out with her, his lips felt like they were on fire and his heartbeat began to quicken.

'oh fuck i can't do thi—' he completely stopped thinking as chou reached down and palmed him through his jeans. he groaned and grabbed her hand, pushing it away. immediately regretting his decision once the touch left him. he then used the hand holding her jaw to push her face away, breaking the kiss. he could see the confused look on her face.

"what was that for?" she said, wondering why he abruptly pushed her away, since he obviously wanted to kiss her. hell, he'd already kissed her and touched her earlier.

"you're drunk chou, stop." he said and let her jaw go, buckling her seatbelt. this time without any interruptions.

"oh... i'm sorry." she said and laid down in the seat, curling up in a ball due to the cold.

suna then stood up and shut the door. 'i just made myself look like an asshole.' he thought, feeling like he needed to smoke again after that. "dammit." he whispered to himself and sighed. he then walked around to the back of the car, opening the trunk and pulling out a blanket. walking over to the drivers side he opened the door and sat down in the seat.

"here, i know you're cold." he said and handed her the blanket.

"...thanks." she whispered and glanced over at him. he could see tears pooling in her eyes for the split second her face was in view.

"chou... don't be mad at me. you are drunk as shit right now, you don't know what you're doing. i've known you for a week and you already hate me. this isn't what you want." suna said and ran a hand through his hair, he was extremely frustrated. he wanted to take advantage of the situation but knew it was wrong to do so. she wasn't kissing him and touching him because she wanted to have sex with him. she was doing it because she had lost all her inhibitions to the weed and alcohol.

"i don't hate you." she said, sniffling and now curled up under the blanket.

"you have every reason to hate me, you didn't want to come to this party and i dragged you here anyways. i know you don't like me, i'm an asshole." he said, looking over to her back that was facing him.

"suna, i don't hate you. i thought we were friends. i'm only mean to you because i like you." chou said with a slight laugh. she turned toward him to look at his face, her eyes still watery.

"what do you mean?" he said, trying to decifer if chou just confessed feelings for him or didn't 'like' him in that way.

"i mean i like being around you, and the team. you're all funny guys and i think we'll be good friends." she said and grinned at him.

'we'll be good friends.' suna didn't know why but he was slightly disappointed when chou said that. ever since he saw her on the train the first day of school he thought she was pretty. however, he thought a lot of girls were pretty. she wasn't anything special. suna had been with plenty of girls. hookups, dates, fuck buddies. he'd been there done it all, gaining himself somewhat of a reputation in the process. it's not like it meant anything to him, every girl was just another whore to use and dip. but then chou was on the same train, then in the same class as him. she was assigned to sit next to him, she accidentally became the manager. what were the odds? the more she showed up, the more he thought about her.

it felt like everything suddenly clicked, it made sense but at the same time he was so confused. he had known this girl for a week, which wasn't necessarily a problem for suna. he'd fucked girls raw after knowing them for less than he'd known chou. he just didn't understand why this girl he barely knew was able to cause him chest pain with a word. 'friends.'

"why aren't we leaving?" suna jumped as chou ripped him out of his thoughts. "you okay?" she asked.

"uh yeah, sorry. we'll stop by my apartment and i'll grab you the necklace." suna said and put the car into drive, pulling away from the curb. he then proceeded to head back the way he came, settling himself in for the thirty minute drive. after all the nights events he forgot to even check what time it was. he looked over to the dash to see '1:53' burning in red numbers causing his eyes to widen.

'how the fuck is it already so late.' he thought, looking over to see if chou was okay. she was bundled up in the blanket asleep still facing toward him. she looked so messy, but in an endearing way. 'oh lord.' suna thought as the events of earlier flashed through his mind. he could almost feel her skin against his finger as he gripped the steering wheel.

'what are you doing to me chou?' he thought.

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