bee boy

chapter 17

This was it...

his attention immediately snaps to you and he smiles.

"Y/n, whats up?" He asks.

"Can- Can we talk?" You ask him, the sudden anxiety building up inside of you and telling you to run, to leave the conversation before it even starts.

"Of course, come in," He says, you smile slightly as you walk in and close the door so no one can eaves drop. You sit on the edge of the bed next to him.

"whats up?" He asks you as you fiddle with your hands nervously. You take a deep breath before answering.

"What do guys want in a girl?" You ask him. He looks a bit taken aback by your question.

"Is this about..." He begins but you nod knowing the name that he was going to say.

"yeah," You say.

"well.... he wants a girl who wont lie to him, he wants someone who will be completely honest, someone who will be them no matter what," He says calmly, "He wants you y/n,"

"but why? I cant control myself, im none of those things," You say, you knew you were tearing yourself down but you were right, "I couldn't help myself when that guy came up to me earlier, you guys had to get involved because im too weak to help myself"

"Y/n, you are everything I said, you're allowed to ask for help, you are literally perfect for him and you're the only thing he wants," Wilbur assures you, "You were scared earlier, you have every right to be,"

"But..." You begin.

"No buts, he loves you, you're the only thing he wants," He says. You look up at him as if everything he had said just hit you.

"he wants me?" You ask.

"Only you," He smiles. You return the smile with a blush dusted on your cheeks.

"Thanks Wilbur," You say.

"Im always here," he smiles. You get up gently and walk out of the bedroom.

You go back into your bedroom and write a note. He was in the shower so you knew he would see it soon.

'bee boy,

meet me outside

-yours xx'

You gently place the note on his bed and leave the bedroom.

You go outside and sit on the porch waiting for him. You didn't notice him sit next to you five minutes later. You look at him and smile.

"Whats up?" He asks you, he looks nervous but he smiles anyway.

"I love you," You say as you look back out at the night sky.

You watch the way the stars twinkle and glisten through the dark blue sky. You always loved the stars, you used to force your brother to take you on walks to look at the stars when you were younger.

"I love you too," He smiles at you, he looks at you as if for the first time. You remember the first time you met each other. You were so excited to see everybody, but mainly him. The first hug was warm and sweet. Your entire relationship flashes before you.

"they're so pretty," You say with a bright smile. He gently takes your hand. You look at him and your smile grows even wider.

"They are," he agrees with you. The two of you sit in a comfortable silence as you watch the stars.

"Hey, theres a shooting star, make a wish," you say pointing to the star flying across the sky.

You silently make a wish and he does the same.

"Why did you want me to come out here y/n?" He asks you. You look at him nervously.

"Do you want me to change?" You ask him, your nerves only increasing when he looks at you confused.

"What do you mean?" He asks.

"You deserve so much better than me, but you still settle on me, i want to change for you, i want to be the better person that you deserve," you say.

"Y/n," he tucks a lose strand of your hair behind your ear, "you are the better i deserve, you dont have to change, i want you, i always will want you, you can put every human on the planet in a line and i would still pick you, every single time,"

You wrap your arms around him and lean into him. He hugs you back and you sit there for a while.

"I love you y/n," he whispers into the cold air.

"I love you too tubbo," you whisper back.

"You're my favourite person in the world," he whispers.

"And you're mine..." you say quietly...