bee boy

chapter 32

"Oh... you're here," she sighs...

"Yeah, im here," you say with a smirk.

"Heard you broke your ankle or something," she says.

"Something like that," you say as you raise an eyebrow.

"Its a shame," she sighs, "its such a shame i couldnt have done it myself,"

"Yeah, i heard you got your dress ruined by some crazy amazing girl who threw a drink on you," you smirk, "its a shame i couldnt have done it myself,"

You get up and stare her dead in the eyes with a smirk planted onto your lips.

"Oh wait- i did," you say before laughing.

"Y/n, maybe we should go," Tommy says standing up.

"Aw, toby how does this make you feel?" Caitlyn pouts.

"Thats enough," you glare at her as you clentch your fists.

"Come on, right here," she says pointing to her cheek.

You take that as an invite despite Tommy and Tobys desperate pleas not to.

You swing your arm around and your fist collides with her jaw. Her yelp in pain adding some form of gruesome comfort in your soul.

"Y/N!" Toby shouts.

She hits you back and before you know it, you're in a full fist fight. Taking it in turns to smack eachother and dodge.

You take one big swing and she falls onto the floor, her face bloodied up by your force. While on the floor, you kick her, shouting things at her.

Although you wanted to stop, you couldnt help it. She caused so much damage to your relationships with everyone, she had been the reason you cried yourself to sleep for the past few nights.

In which time, you didnt notice Toby and Tommy call everyone else.

You only realise they did when your brother tackles you to the ground to prevent you from continuously kicking the girl who was curled up in a ball on the floor.

"Y/N! CALM DOWN!" your brother shouts at you as will grabs your arms and george grabs your legs to prevent you from hurting fundy.

"GET OFF OF ME!" you scream.

Niki helps caitlyn up and makes sure shes ok before telling her to go home.

"Y/N! YOU'RE SCARING EVERYONE! JUST CALM DOWN!" Your brother shouts.

You take a second to process what he said before you look at everyone. You notice the panic and worry in their eyes, no matter how hard they are trying to hide it.

You take a deep breath and nod your head slightly to show your brother you have calmed down. Everybody lets go of you and you slowly sit up.

"Im sorry," you breathe out.

"We're here for you y/n," george says. You look up at everyone and smile slightly.

"Can you guys give us a sec?" Your brother asks. Everyone agrees and walks away.

You turn to the sea and listen to your brother.

"What happened?" He asks.

"I couldnt help it, i lost control again," you say as you wrap your arms around your legs.

"I didnt mean to," you say with a sigh.

"I know you didnt, but you need to try and control your anger, you could have killed her," your brother says.

"Good," you say.

"Good?" He repeats, his mouth agape.

"Yes good, she almost demolished my entire relationship with Toby, it hasnt been the same since she came along, so to be honest, maybe you shouldnt have shown up," you say as you flip your hair behind your shoulder.

"Y/N, i get it, she ruined a lot of things for you, but you should NEVER wish death upon someone," he says gritting his teeth. He stands up and you follow him.

"Why not?" You ask raising your voice, "because its mean?" You ask with a baby voice.

"I THOUGHT I TAUGHT YOU BETTER THAN THIS!" He says shouting. He was clearly mad, but you wouldnt let his facade mess up your point.

"WELL MAYBE, IF YOU ACTUALLY SPENT TIME WITH ME, WHEN I WAS GROWING UP, YOU WOULD HAVE BEEN ABLE TO TEACH ME!" you shout.

The tense air went silent, you could hear a pin drop. Your face was bright red in anger, as was his.

Will and George rush over.

"Y/n lets go on a walk," will says, almost as if it was a question.

You nod and he takes your arm as he begins to pull you away from the situation.

"Why can nothing go right?" You ask.

"What do you mean?" He questions as you take a long walk along the concrete road.

"I mean, I get something good in my life, something that i want to keep forever, but then it messes up," you explain, "like... am i some monster who deserves everything bad in the world?"

"Y/n, you're not a monster, a child maybe but you have a heart of gold, you could never try to be a monster," will says, "look, its not you, but maybe its the way you see things. You always assume the worst in every situation, maybe you should try and be a bit more optimistic,"

"Its kinda hard to be optimistic," you explain as you make it to the grassy field. You head straight for the tree wall and into the flowery area.

You walk over and sit next to the small lake.

"I know, but trust me, none of us are going to hurt you, we are with you and we plan on being with you for the rest of our lives," he says as he sits next to you.

"But plans change, Will, and so do we," you sigh.

"I know, but this plan, this plan isnt going anywhere," he says softly.

You look over at him and smile slightly.

"As long as its ok with you," he adds.

"Thats fine with me..." you reply...