bee boy

chapter 21

You spin the bottle and watch the bottle spin in a couple circles before it stops....

"Niki, truth or dare?" You ask.

"um... dare?" she asks nervously.

"kiss will," you immediately say with a dare devilish smirk on your face.

"I- I-" she stutters.

"come on, its just a stupid dare," Tommy shrugs.

She agrees and presses a quick kiss on wills lips before she sits down again. She wraps her arms around her legs and brings her legs into her chest, resting her head on her knees.

"Tommy, spin," you say turning to him who was sat next to you.

He does and the bottle goes round and around. It lands on Toby and his eyes lock with yours. You give him a soft smile and turn back to Tommy.

"truth or dare?" tommy asks.

"Dare," toby says eagerly.

"Name one bad thing about everyone here," Tommy says.

"deal," Toby says before he begins making a small list, when he gets to you, he looks nervous.

"come on, just say it," You say encouragingly.

"fine," he sighs, "Y/n, sometimes you can be a bit obnoxious, your mood changes immediately and it can be really confusing," he says.

"see, wasn't that hard was it?" George says. You get up from the circle.

"Y/n, where are you going?" Fundy asks.

"drink," You shrug before turning away to walk into the kitchen.

You grab a glass and walk over to the sink, filling the glass with water. You look at your reflection in the window and take some deep breaths.

'am I really that obnoxious that toby noticed?' you think to yourself.

"hey, I didn't mean anything by that," Toby says walking into the kitchen. You nod your head, refusing to turn around.

"I know," You say shakily, taking a sip of your water.

"honestly, you're not obnoxious," he says sitting on the counter next to the sink. He looks at you and notices a tear roll down your face. He takes his hand and wipes it away.

"mhm," you hum as you look away from him.

"y/n, I promise you," he says, "I just couldn't think of anything for you because you're so perfect,"

"mhm," you say again as you take one final sip of the water before putting the glass in the sink. You begin to walk out of the kitchen but you get stopped by Toby speaking.

"Y/n, listen to me!" he says, raising his voice slightly.

"What?!" you snap, turning around to face him. He slides off the counter and makes his way over to you.

He goes to hug you but you flinch away slightly. You weren't mad at him, you were just really self conscious and a bit upset.

"I didn't mean anything by that," he whispers to you.

"I know," you say before turning around and walking out of the kitchen.

You go and take your place back next to Tommy.

"You ok?" he whispers to you. You nod and feel everyones eyes on you. Toby walks out, his eyes look he had been crying a bit but you shrugged it off.

You felt really guilty, you shouldn't have snapped at him and you know you shouldn't have but you were really self conscious about your personality and hearing the only person that you truly loved say you were obnoxious really upset you.

"are you guys ok to continue?" George asks. You both nod hesitantly.

"Wills spin," Tommy says.

You continue playing the game for a while. You barely spoke the entire time, only asking and answering questions.

When you had finished the game, you went straight upstairs and laid in your bed. You let a single tear fall before the rest joined. You look down at the necklace around your neck and smile slightly while the tears continue to pour.

"y/n? can we please talk?" Toby whispered as he opened the door.

"what?" you sniffle as you wipe away your tears and sit up in your bed.

"have you been crying?" he asks quietly as he closes the door again. He made his way over to your bed and sat on the edge.

"im so sorry," He whispers, taking your silence as a yes, "I didn't mean to upset you,"

"I know," You say as you wipe your eyes again. You both sit in silence in the dark room.

"this is stupid, im sorry," you whisper.

"hey, its not stupid," he says as he gently places his hand on you knee, "I shouldn't have said it, you're perfect,"

"I love you," you say. He kisses you gently and rests your foreheads together.

"I love you more," he replies.

"impossible..." you smile...

A/n WE HIT 4K!! POGCHAMP!!