Soulmates

Episode 52: The proposal

Amy's POV

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Liam grabbed my hand. 

Liam:"Look, Amy, you have always been special to me, and I know you love Karma, but I just can't forget about you"

Amy:"Liam please don't, don't say you love"

Liam:"But I love you Amy and I can't deny that" 

Amy:"Liam stop it" 

Liam:"Why?"

Amy:"Cause I can't say it back"

He looked at the ground. I let go of his hands.

Amy:"I am sorry"

He smiled at me. 

Liam:"You are in love with Karma, and that's okay, I want you to be happy and if that's with Karma then I am happy for you two"

I smiled back at him. His hair was messy and, yes of course he looks handsome but I just don't know, I don't know. His smile made me shiver. Only now I noticed how gorgeous his eyes are. I kissed him, roughly pushing his lips onto mine. I quickly let go of him. Liam was staring at me, he was clearly shocked. 

Amy:"I-I shouldn't have done that, I am sorry"

I wanted to walk away but he grabbed my arm. When I turned back to him I saw Shane looking at us.

Shane:"What the fossy?! Amy!"

Amy:"Shane! Please don't say anything"

I got my arm out of Liam's grip and ran away. When I looked behind me I bumped into someone and fell on the ground. It was Casper.

Casper:"Hey, why are you running?"

Amy:"I kissed Liam"

Casper:"You kissed a guy? Wait are you bi now?"

Amy:"No! I am confused, I love Karma but..."

Casper:"But what?"

Amy:"I don't know, I just love her"

Casper:"Aims, you are 18, you don't have to know right now, you don't need a label to be yourself"

Casper's words left an impression on me. I saw Shane running towards me.

Shane:"Amy?"

Casper looked at him. 

Casper:"Are you Liam?"

Shane:"No, I am Shane, who are you?"

Amy:"Casper, Shane, Shane this is my cousin Casper, who was leaving"

Casper smirked at me and left. Shane grabbed my arm.

Shane:"What was that?"

Amy:"I don't know, okay, I am confused"

Shane:"Amy, I get that you are confused but still, Karma's in the hospital and she is your girlfriend, would you want her to kiss Liam while you were in that situation?"

I shoke my head.

Amy:"DId he leave?"

Shane:"Yeah his dad called"

Amy:"Good"

We walked back to Karma's room. Shane pulled my arm.

Shane:"I think you should tell her"

Amy:"No I can't tell her, and you promised not to tell her either"

Shane:"It's better to tell her now, she'll be mad if you don't"

Amy:"She'll be mad anyways"

Shane:"I can't blame her for that"

I looked up to him.

Amy:"I told you I was confused"

Shane:"Yeah I know, but still, when she did it you were mad, really mad"

Amy:"I know and that's why she doesn't have to know"

Shane:"But-"

Amy:"Shane, no, swear to me you won't say anything"

He sighed.

Shane:"Fine, but I still think you should tell her"

I gave him a mad look.

Shane:"Okay chill, I am like a vault, promise"

I smiled at him and walked into Karma's room.

Karma:"Hey, is everything okay?"

Amy:"Uhm yeah, it's okay"

Karma:"Good, he seems nice, don't be mad at him"

Shane:"She's not,  I am pretty sure of that"

I looked at Shane.

Karma:"What? Am I missing something?"

She was looking at me.

Amy:"Karma, I-I kissed Liam but I am confused and it doesn't mean I don't love you, cause I love you so much"

Karma looked at me not knowing what to say. I grabbed her hand but she pulled it away.

Karma:"Leave"

Amy:"But Karma-"

Karma:"I am in the hospital if you haven't noticed,  I have amnesia and you are the confused one here! Amy leave"

Amy:"But I don't love him"

Karma:"Why are you so confused then?"

I looked at her.

Amy:"I-I don't know"

Karma:"Thought so, go cry to your boyfriend about it"

Amy:"You are my boyfriend, well girlfriend but you know what I mean"

Karma:"Amy, I remembered something, you proposed to me, so what are we married?"

Amy:"No, well not really, I gave you a promise ring, we are going to get married in two years"

Karma:"And you are still confused"

She laughed.

Amy:"No, I know I love you and I know I want to spend the rest of my life with you, I am just confused about how I feel about Liam"

Karma:"But still, you love me but you don't know if you love him as well, how is that suppose to be  fine with me?"

Amy:"I-I don't know Karms"

Karma:"Then please leave now, I don't want to talk"

Shane grabbed my arm.

Shane:"Come on, you'll talk tomorrow"

I wanted to hug her but she dodged it.

Amy:"Fine, sleep tight"