Back on the boiling isles

Piece of shit

(How's it going y'all this one is kinda long(1437 words kind proud) but it's ok because I wrote it at 1:00am on a Saturday night.)

Amity POV
I stare in the mirror at myself adjusting the choker on my neck. I hear my mom yell from down stairs. " if you are not down hear soon you're going to be late for school, and you know what happens when you're late for school." My eyes went wide and I rushed down the stairs and into the living room. "Sorry mother." I apologized. " oh my Titan Amity you look horrible, I mean the die has been coming out for a while but you look like you just got in a fight with a slither beast. Come on are you trying to put shame on the Blight name, it's not like you have to try that hard thought it seems to be pretty easy for you." I looked down "sorry mother, I'll die my hair my hair again soon and try to not disappoint you." I was used to the constant criticism by now. " it's a shame you were given your father's hair. If only you looked as put together and beautiful as you're lovely siblings." She put a hand on Ed and Em's shoulder. Edric rubes the back of his neck uncomfortably, and Emira mouthed an apology.

As me and the twins walked to school I couldn't help but feel angry at them. I know it wasn't there fault, and I know they don't ask or want to be mom's example of the perfect children. But it was just so Infuriating what did they have that I didn't why were they so much better, I was the only one who tried in school,the only one who studied, did my work as I was told. So why was I such a pice of shit compared to them, maybe I'm just not good enough maybe I am just a pice of shit. "Hey mittens it's ok, I like your natural hair color." Ed said patting me on the head. "How would know you haven't seen it sense I was 9." I pushed him away and speed up my pace to school. Sometimes I wondered if it would be easier to just give up on trying to be good enough.

I grabbed my things from my locker before walking to class "Hey Amity." I heard a voice call, I turned around to see Willow walking up to me. "Oh hey Willow what's up." I smiled at her trying to come off as friendly as I could even though I was in a real bad mood. "Hey so like typically I don't hang out with you that much but do you want to hang out after school. I kinda need your help on this research paper about the different coven tracks."  I Sighed sadly. "You know I would love to Willow but I can't, my mom is making me go to my dad's friend's dinner party, but I would love to tomorrow!" I smiled at her happy to hear that I might hang out with Willow as  friends like when we wear kids. "Oh yea that's cool, hey and maybe you can stay after the project and I'll invite Luz over." She wiggled her eyebrows at me with that last part. I pushed a blush down and the urge to chuck it ball of fire at her, looking at the clock. " In any case I have to get to class." She waved goodbye before disappearing down the hall.

I sat down at my seat 30 seconds late. The teacher looked at me with disappointment in her expression, who didn't I disappoint at this point though. "Huh looks like you were late there blight." Luz said. Sitting next to me. "Can it Noceda I'm not I'm the mood."  I hissed. " are you ok?" She put her hand on my shoulder her eyes were filled with concern.  "Yeah- yeah I'm fine my mom is just annoying as fuck, and so are my oh so perfect siblings." I tuned away from her. "Hey blight it's ok we all have days where we are annoyed shitless by people, how about I take you out for lunch to make you feel better." I smiled lovingly at her looking at her out on the corner of my eyes, she could be so sweet sometimes. "I would like that, thanks Noceda." She put her arm over my shoulder and smiled "No problem." She then used her other hand to start writing out notes and glifts. I blushed at the fact that she had her arm over my shoulder but ignored it and began to take down the notes.

I was waiting outside the school for Luz, so she could take me to lunch. "Hey I'm here Blight, ready to get some food." She came up to me and put her arm over my shoulder like she had that morning making my face go kinda red.

We stopped at a Booth with food at it and picnic tables. "I'll get the food you get the table." Luz requested smiling at me. I nodded I grabbed us a table after a minute Luz came with the food. She sat down across the table and handed me a hot dog. We talked about random thing while eating before Luz asked why I was so pissed at my mom and siblings this morning. I sighed "my mom just thinks that my siblings are so perfect and so much better then me, that I'm just some burden that she is forced to deal with some kinda talentless loser that's nothing more then a waste of magic." I looked down at the table avoiding looking at her "Which I guess maybe I am, I mean look at me I'm nothing but shit, I'm not like what mom wants me to be, but I'm not who I want either. So what am I?." Luz lifted my chin to look her in the eyes she was only a few inches from my face. " Blight you are Everything. your beautiful, your smart, your sweet most of the time, your a good kisser, your really great at magic, and a pretty awesome friend. I was blushing hard from what she had said especially with the kissing comment. She reached forward and tucked a section of my hair behind my ear.  She looked me dead in the eyes now "And if anyone ever tries to say that you're anything other than perfect, I will personally beat the hell out of that fucker with a baseball bat." Her world were harsh but yet so soft as she cupped my face with her hand. Did she really mean it though was I that special to her that she would beat someone up for me, did she really mean what she said about me?

We walked back to school after lunch talking and laughing with each other. She finished laughing and looked at me smiling happily. " hey Blight why do you always die your hair green?" She questioned. "My mom said she wanted me and the twins to be color coated, green hair is part of that." "You're natural hair is like an auburn brown color, it's pretty."She smiled. "I mean you alway look pretty but I was you know, just saying you would look pretty with your natural hair color too." She said trying to make sure not to offend me. I giggled "maybe one day you will get a chance to see what it looks like, but that won't be for a while so you better be prepared to wait." She raised an eyebrow. "Couldn't you just not die it again." She wondered. "I told you my mom is the one that has me die it, I can't just say no to her, Noceda." She looked at me with a pouting lip. "Please for me, Blight" I was going to cave I mean how could I not just looking at her cute little pouting face was enough to make me somewhat blush "ok ok I'll try to avoid dying my hair again." She smiled and threw her arm over my shoulder and pulled me closer to her. "You are so perfect." She whispered in my ear sweetly. My hart fluttered, Luz was the only one who said nice and sweet things about me like this. Maybe to I wasn't just a pice of shit, at least not to Luz Noceda.

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(Hey so like I finally figured out home and make Amity's parents act. so have a nice day.)