Back on the boiling isles

The past

(Ok do not the best day for me my girlfriend is in the hospital for attempting suicide.)

4 years ago

Past Amity POV
Luz said goodbye to Willow and Gus before walking over to me I was starting to cry but mother always said crying was pathetic for a Blight so I held it back. "Are you gunna come back to me Luz?" A tear started to roll down my cheek and Luz wiped it away with her thumb. "Of course I am going to come back to ok you Amity. You are one of my best friends!" She had that dorky smile on again like always. She looked so stupid I loved it so much. I lunged forward and hugged her wrapping my arms around her. "You better come back because at some point I'm going to need my fearless Champion." I said my voice cracking on the word champion. Luz hugged me close. After a minute or so I reluctantly let her go and said a sad goodbye to Eda and she walked though the door with only one glance back. after the door disappeared I walked away but I didn't make it far before I broke down crying.

As I got home mom was really mad because I had let one of my class grades slip to a B+. I apologized and tried to explain but she didn't care what I said. So I walked up to my room with a red mark growing on my face. And I slammed my face into my bed and cried for hours until passed out from exhaustion.

I woke up the next morning. It was hard to open my eyes with tears dried to my face. But I got up and went to school anyway. The whole day I felt empty inside like nothing was there, in my heart. Willow and Gus tried to comfort me but I shrugged them off I just wanted to be alone. When I got home I ignored the twins and just went to my room. I stared at the ceiling of my room. Humming mr.Loverman to myself. I would cry but I don't think I had any tears left to. I still felt empty. And I knew till Luz came back, it was gunna stay this way.

(So I was writing the next few chapters and it got deleted I am said now it was Frl like 2,000 words:( )