My diary

The car ride

It's a rainy day, you and your husband/wife are in your car, fighting again. You have been married for one year now. Somehow someone of you always starts an argument. As you are fighting with him and screaming at him: "Why can't we just stop fighting for once!? I miss the old times where we talked about every little problem. Now you are so distant and-" "I cheated on you" he/she interrupts you. You look at him/her with tears in your eyes. You know you should look at the street, but you can't. He/she tries to tell you something, but you are stuck in your thoughts. You hear nothing, you see that his/her mouth is moving and he/she starts to panic. You scream at her/him. "How could you!?" and then everything went black. 

Next thing you know is, you wake up in a hospital room. You see your parents and your husband. Your husband is in a wheel chair. He/she broke his/her legs, but he/she is crying. You look over to your parents, they are crying too. You ask them: "Mom, dad, (name of husband/wife), why are you crying? What happened?" They don't seem to hear you. You look around and then you see it. Your body lying in the white bed. And every memory comes back. As you were fighting with your husband/wife, you heard a loud noise. and everything went black. You realize some other car crashed you and apparently it crashed in the side, where you were sitting. You see that it broke most of your bones. One doctor comes in your room, They look at your parents and your wife/husband. As he is telling your parents that you are in a coma and you are likely to stay forever in one. You start crying and screaming: "I AM HERE. WHY CAN'T YOU SEE ME!?" Suddenly everything gets dizzy and then everything is black again. You hear a beeping noise and then you wake up. 

You are full of sweat. You look around and realize it was all a bad dream. You look to your side and see that it's empty. You are running to the kitchen, where your husband/wife is, cooking food. You immediately hug him/her tight. They are laughing and asking you: "Why do you hug me, babe?" "I had a bad dream, you cheated and then we got in a car accident and I was in a coma." you start crying and say "I couldn't even say goodbye to you. My last words were How could you" He/she puts the food away and hugs you closer. He/she asks: "Is it because of the arguments we had? I know we have a rough time right now, but I would never cheat on you." " You won't leave me without a goodbye, would you?" you look in his/hers eyes and he/she just smiles at you, wipes your tears away and says: "I wouldn't, I promise."

//Hey guys, so the message that I have behind this story is:

Dreams are a hidden message that our mind is telling us. I love to analyse my dreams, especially my bad dreams, because they sometimes tell you your inner feelings or your inner demons. Your brain is giving you a warning sign through your dreams, so you will realize what will happen next or what your problems are right now. 

A thing that I always dream is, that I am running away from something and after sometime I am falling down and that's the point where I wake up. My brain told me with that I am scared of something and that I am "running away" from my problems and from my emotions, so that I won't get hurt more. I read online that if I dream about falling down from something, my brain warns me about some dangerous things that will happen in the future or a big fight that will happen in my life in the future. My brain realized them before my soul realized it and that's what I wanted to write in my story. I wanted to show people that some dreams show you something that is going to happen in your life. I wanted to write down this effect that dreams have on people, because a lot of people just forget their bad dreams and do nothing about them, but sometimes bad dreams are not this bad. Maybe they are bad in the moment, but what if this bad dream is going to affect something good in your life. 

My story can be used as an example. Now imagine after you told your partner about your dream, maybe you will start to talk about your problems again. Maybe you will find a solution and your bad dream was like the start of your conversation that you needed. With this bad dream you broke the ice to talk about your and your partners feelings again. And so you needed this bad dream, to have a positive outcome. 

I write every story with a hidden message. I can't share my thoughts directly, so I write stories like this to tell people about my feelings and my thoughts. I am not famous or something, but I don't need to be famous. I write stories, so people learn more about me, my thoughts, my morals, my goals and especially about my feelings. Maybe I am still young, but I have a lot to say, because everybody has got some experiences, so everybody can talk about something that he lived through. Everybody has got inner demons and there are so many ways how you can deal with your inner demons, but everybody needs to find their own way and this is my way. 

I hope you guys are all safe and okay. I wish you a nice day and if you have something to say to my thoughts, you can comment it. I really like to talk with people about themes like this. Maybe your story can end up as my inspiration (Only if you are fine with sharing it to the world).

Have a nice day :)♥ //