Elusive: (l.h.)

❀ Chapter 6 ❀

*Chapter deticated to one of my new wattpad friends: Little_Direction37

⏰Mackenzie's POV⏰ *February 4th 2013*

I stood up again from the uncomfortable metal fold chair. I nervously started to fumble with my necklace and chew on the ends of it, I mean it's not a good habit but I sometimes don't even realize I'm doing it. I paced back and forth on the side of my wall, I noticed more board directors from colleges pass by and I mentally broke little by little every time new people looked and kept walking. So far only 5 colleges had actually stopped to talk to me. There had to be at least 100 college boards maybe even more, they were all from different art universities from around the world.

Even more nerve wracking is that I was alone. Freaking out on my own. Probably looking like some nervous wreak or freak to professionals. Skyler was over by Meghan's setup helping her, and Dylan was supposed to come after his class but he hasn't shown up. As for Luke, I didn't know whether to expect him to show up or just forget about him coming.. I looked up to see Valerie looking at me from across the walk, i turned to the side to see Dylan walking towards me, I smiled and ran over to him almost knocking him over by the force i attacked him with.

"You're here! You're here! You don't know how glad I am to see you."

"Im guessing Luke hasnt shown?" He asked once I let go of him.

"No, but not like I'm much expecting him too. I mean he's busy. Im just happy because I've been freaking out and a nervous-wreck all day. I mean there is so many college boards here of the top art schools.. I mean of course i hope to get into one of them, but what i don't get into any of them?"

"Mack, you worry to much. Most of what you say consists of 'what ifs' just stay clam and everything that is supposed to happen will happen." We walked back over to my wall where i noticed a spray paint can laying on the walk. I picked it up,

"I never used this.."

"Uh, Mack.." Dylan said nervously. I looked up to see some of my paintings and pictures of sculptures painted over, I instantly knew who it was.

"No, no no......" I instantly switched mods from Angry to frantic. I started trying to rub of the spray paint but it wasn't working, i felt the tears starting to come to my eyes. I felt hands on my shoulder trying to drag me away,

"Mack, comn its going to be okay."

"No its not! Don't you understand?! This is my life, I've been working on this my entire life, working for a goal.. to make a point to mom and dad. These are my best pieces, of course I have more but none of the others are as good as these.. thats why they were chosen for the gala walk." I looked up to see Valerie smirking at me from near the gate. I stood up walking over to her, ignoring the shouts from Dylan. she was standing with Abby who was basically her assistant. She looked like she had gotten me right where she wanted me, her face looked like she was just waiting for me to explode in her face.

"Listen up you inconsiderate little bitch. I don't know what game you think I'm going to play, or whatever stunt your trying to pull with me but this was not okay. Mess with my homework or projects or anything else it doesn't much matter besides ill still call you out for it, but messing with my family, friends, or my life goals is another. That's where you cross the line. Not everyone has a life like you, everything you've ever wanted or dreamed of is just given to you. You'll be able to go anywhere you want in life. As for other people like me, we actually have to work hard for things. Some of us are trying to prove a point to our families , to show them that we aren't failures, that we have a chance of accomplishing things in life and going far. Ive worked my entire life for this and still I'm worried about getting into a good college, you may have just ruined that for me. So whatever game you've played with me for the past 10 years,whatever I did to you, that you've been a bitch to me ever since.. Im done. Im done with you and your shit. So just leave me the hell alone, and go ruin someone else's life. Go run off into the sunset again with Luke, go buy a mansion. I don't care what you do as long as you just leave me alone. I cant deal with you anymore, your games are starting to affect my future.. and I cant afford that to happen." I stared at her for a couple seconds,, noticing her face was now more of a sympathetic look. "Don't even think about apologizing, not that you even would since its the last thing you would probably do, but I don't know if ill ever forgive you for what you've done to me the past 10 years.." I walked away back to my wall where Mr. Moranne and Dylan were trying to switch out my art work.