Elusive: (l.h.)

Letter To My Readers

Hi guys :)

I'm not sure who's all still here, or who's going to read this.. Since the last chapter got like 4 views, and its been like 5 months.... But its totally understandable since I updated like once a month or two, or more.. I admit I promised I would update on a schedule but that didn't happen.

I'm not going to blame it on writers block, but I'm just going to say I couldn't find inspiration to write the story, and I didn't know where to go with it. I had mini parts layed out for the story but I wasn't sure how to write them.

Alot of this story was random thoughts I dragged on to make a long chapter and it became boring as I read over the previous chapters. But I appreciate those of you who read through this story and stuck with me and my horrible waiting periods for updates.

The original intention for this story was for it to be long, but I again didn't know how to make it long, but make it good.. I felt as if i kept dragging things on and making it a very cliche story. That's why the beginning of this story originally started out as a glimpse in the future, then to present time, but that's now been changed to match the short story format.

This story has some truth to it, one of my friends her family didn't really get along at all, the fought alot and whenever I was over I felt embarrassed and weird being there when they were like this. My friend pushed people away that tried to comfort her and help her, she would even yell at someone if they tried to go to the guidance counselor or social worker to get her and her family help. Eventually after a while (not as short of a time as this story) they eventually agreed that it was hurting all of them and making everyone's lives worse not t mention the people around them like friends, and relatives. They started attending family therapy and they slowly became happier, and they started to get along. It made me happy seeing the change in them, and my friend was becoming a happier person.

Once again i'm slightly humiliated by my writing but I guess everyone is at one point or another, we continue to grow as writers and get better as we grow older and progress in writing.

There was a point in August and September and some of October where I didnt write anything at all.. I was completely at a loss for inspiration to write anything at all.

I hope to go back and edit or possibly rewrite this story a bit to make it so much better, I really believe this story has a beautiful potential to be so much better than it is at the moment.

But I love you all and hope to see you guys on my next story adventure I will start in the near future when I can plan out better and create a better and more beautiful piece of writing that I can be more proud of. I can tell you guys that I have many story starters for myself but not sure where to go with them, i'll figure it out soon and make a good story.

I love you all so very much ,

xx- Emma