The secret conversation

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Matteo's P.O.V

I could not get Rosalyn out of my mind,her saying she never wanted to see me again. I never wanted to see me again. I've hurt her,the last thing I wanted to do. I want her and only her,but I can't have her. When Roxanne came over and told me what was going on I panicked. 

  Flashback:(Roxanne and Matteo talking)

Me:What is it Roxanne

Roxanne: Look, sorry to run in on your parade,but I miss you and I need you Matteo

Me: Roxanne,we are done,I can't keep doing this,I love Rosalyn.

Roxanne:Look I'm pregnant and I know its yours because you're the only one I've sleep with recently.

Me:what? You're lying.

Roxanne:I'm not,feel it Matty boo,you're going to be a father. I guess not wearing protection paid off. I'm going to name him Matteo Jr,what do you think.

Me:We haven't slept together since Rosalyn came to the...video premiere

Roxanne: I'm 2 months pregnant Matteo,you remember after the video,you came home to celebrate.

Me:No I promised I had protection

Roxanne:No you didn't and you don't want to get caught in a scandal don't you, Matteo Bocelli cheats on his pregnant girlfriend with a small town girl.

Me: Leave her out of this.

Roxanne: Oh the tabloids will be coming for her,unless you make her disappear. Then they will just think you were together just for the video and promoting it.

Me: Roxanne,don't hurt her.

Roxanne:I won't,you will. Tell her to go and it stays our little secret.

Me:What? No?

Roxanne:Yes,because if you don't the cheating scandal will go out.

Me;(how could I have been stupid.) Fine,but I am not getting back with you.

Roxanne:You will come out in public with me as I announce the pregnancy

Me:No

Roxanne:surely you don't want me to go alone,pregnant girlfriend abandoned because Matteo left me for some girl.

Me:She isn't some girl,she's Rosalyn Nicole Williams.

Roxanne:Well get rid of her.

She left and I walked out behind her. I saw everyone at the table and my eyes shot on Rosalyn,my heart. I couldn't break the news to her,she was looking so happy,but worried at the same time. " Sorry about that everyone,umm I'm going to go up to my room for a bit,I need to be alone." I said and headed to my room.

   "Matteo." I heard Rosalyn say,but I didn't stop. I went in my room and slammed the door and laid on my bed. Matteo why did you have to do it. Were you just imagining Rosalyn,is that it? I didn't want anything to do with Roxanne,I just wanted Rosalyn. Suddenly someone knocked on my door, it sounded like Virginia knock.

   "Please go away." I said

"Matteo its Rosalyn, I'll sit out here until you want to talk." I heard her say. 

I sat up and started to cry a little, I couldn't look at her right now. I couldn't tell her what was happening,maybe I should,but I couldn't. Maybe she would understand,I mean we weren't together,but we almost kissed. No I can't tell her. I remained on my bed and kept crying. I just wanted to tell her.  I stayed on my bed for 30 minutes and got up, okay,here it goes. I opened the door and sat back on the bed with my face in my hands.  I heard her footsteps come in and stop.

   "Matteo,what's wrong?" She asked me. I got up and kissed her,a full blown kiss. My Rose,after saying she can fall on me,I'm about to break her heart.

   "You have to go." I said stepping back,a tear came from my eye. The hardest words ever,I couldn't even look her in the face.

  "What,what do you mean?" She asked. I could hear her voice break a little.

  " You have to go,like get out of here,go home." 

"No,not until you tell me why,look I don't know what happened between you and Roxanne,but if she's still threatening to hurt me,then leave that to me. She won't hurt me or my family."

She's stronger than I am, " Rosalyn...please just go,I'm doing this because I love you." What if she can handle this. I can tell her Roxanne is pregnant and the baby is mine,but what if it isn't mine. maybe I should get a paternity test or something. 

  "You don't love me!If you did you would tell me what's going on. Why are you doing this,after every thing we've been through together,you're telling me to leave. What the heck?" I came in for a hug to try and calm her a little,but she backed away, "no you want me to leave,fine,I'll leave,and I never want to see you again Matteo Bocelli!" She said and left.

   "Rosalyn,wait." I yelled after her,but she kept going. What did I just do. I couldn't lose her,maybe when things settle down I'll talk to her. 

And now I was still in my room thinking about her. I decided to call Roxanne, "hello Matty Boo,did you tell her to go?"

  "I want a paternity test." I told her.

"Fine,I know you are the father." 

"I'll come and pick you up in my jeep,then we'll go."

"Okay Matty boo." Roxanne said and hung up. 

 I grabbed my keys and headed downstairs and then I saw Rosalyn looking beautiful, she looked at me and I went upstairs. I didn't want to see her right now after what just happened.  I looked out my window and saw them leave. I left after them and headed to Roxanne's house which was about 40 minutes from our house. I finally arrived,she got in and we headed to a private hospital to do a paternity test. They met with us,they took our dna and turned it in. I took Roxanne back home and then I went back home and fell asleep. Now we wait. 5 days the max,2 days the minimum. 

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