Fifty Shades of Shane // Shane Dawson fanfiction

Chapter 12

I am standing on his porch for what seems eternity, reviewing what just happened.
It's still dark outside, but the porch light is illuminating the massive front yard.
I take out my phone and check the time.
3:12 am.
I really need to get home, but I can't shake the evenings happenings from my thoughts.
I walk unsteadily to my car, wobbly from the drinking.
Everything in my body hurts. I need to take a sick day off of work tomorrow. I wonder if Shane is gonna go in tomorrow.
I get into my car and pull away from the mansion and drive back to my itty bitty apartment.
Once I get inside I undress and slip into bed. I dream of me and Shane together. Is it right? Should I stop thinking of him? Will it be awkward working with him?
It's probably going to be extremely awkward working with him. I should probably quit, work somewhere else and delete him from my life, forget this ever happened. I really don't want to, but I barely know him and plus he is so much older than me. I haven't really talked to him much either.
I wake up groggy and confused. I check the time.
10:35am.
I have a new message from Shane.
"I figure that you are still asleep so I'm giving you the day off. x" it reads.
Surprisingly I remember last night perfectly, like I wasn't even drunk. Maybe it was because I thought about it all night in my sleep.
"I don't think I can work for your company anymore. Sorry, those few days were nice, but this isn't right." I reply.
It breaks my heart to say it but I have to.
Time to start looking for ANOTHER job.
I go to the kitchen, make some tea and read the job openings in the news paper.

None catch my eye.
I have no idea what I'm going to do now.
My mind goes to Shane. Maybe I shouldn't have quit. It would have been really awkward working with him knowing what we did. And what if someone found out? That would be horrible.
Then I suddenly remember Trevor. Maybe I should talk to him. I haven't spoken to him much, but maybe this would be a good time to start a nice relationship. Or should we just be friends?
"Hey sorry I blew you off last night. I had something going on. Maybe we could reschedule?" I text Trevor.
About a half an hour later he replies "Its fine. How does Friday, 7:00pm, my place sound?"
"Great :)"
"See ya then."
Just then Shane replies.
"I understand, but I'm not letting you go. I'm pretty sure I love you."
I have no idea what to reply. I decide to pretend that I haven't read the message and set my phone on the counter. I go to the living room and watch a movie.

Hours later, after the movie is finished, my stomach rumbles and I realize that I'm starving. I need to eat something. I decide on Wendy's. I drive there and order fries and a frosty. Then, sit down at one of the tables for two. I begin to eat my fries and dip them in my chocolate frosty. There are only a few people in the shop, sitting a tables quietly eating their food. The is quiet elevator music playing. I look outside, its getting dark plus it's raining. I hear the door bell jingle, the sound it makes when someone walks in. I turn my head just in time to see Shane himself walk in.