Mine (Destiel)

Double Date

Charlie slid into the booth across from us. "I broke up with Dorothy." She said but she didn't seem too upset. Dorothy was a nice girl, but they just weren't a cute couple.

"I'm sorry Charlie. Are you doing ok?" Sam asked. She rolled her eyes, dismissing the subject becasue she didn't seem to care.

Cas walked in and sat right next to me. "It has been a long time since our last meeting." He joked.

I felt a pang of insecurity about what had happened earlier. Why had I called Cas up? Surely he had better things to do than take care of my problems.

I wanted to open up to him, I did, but I'm sure he had his own problems. I had met his family and I could tell it was very dysfunctional.

There was no love, just laws put in place for no reason. Not a single person in that house cared for the other and that had to be destructive.

Still somehow Castiel always retained the same twinkle in his eyes. He kept his head up and kept pushing no matter how difficult the situation was. He could cleanse his own wounds and still have love left over to help with mine.

Yet my heart was broken beyond repair. How could he fix that? I was nothing anymore. I had failed my brother, and my father.

I pushed the thoughts aside and decided to enjoy the time I had with Cas while I could. "Is Bethany coming?" I asked, pleased with my matchmaking.

"Yeah, but she'll be here a little late." I wondered why and hoped she wasn't with someone already. They were going to be an adorable couple.

The group began to converse and I decided to make a risky move. My hands were resting idly by my side. I slowly etched my way towards Cas, and gently I wove my fingers around his.

Pink rushed to the boy's face and I was worried that I had made a wrong move. A smile played on his lips and I knew it was right.

A girl with crayon red hair waved at us and I recognized Bethany. She came towards our table and pulled up a chair at the end.

As soon as the two saw each other, I could tell that sparks were flying. Charlie introduced herself and Bethany eagerly spoke with her.

I watched as the two flirted, Charlie making googly eyes, Bethany trying to please Charlie and tell interesting stories to keep her involved.

Charlie got up to refill her cup and a look of horror filled Bethany's face as she gazed at Charlie's shirt. It was a Lord of the Rings tee and I knew Charlie loved it.

"I...." Bethany started, pausing nervously. "I've never seen Lord of the Rings." Shocked, Charlie stood there, aghast. What does one say to that?

"Well, I guess we'll just have to watch it together sometime." She said smoothly as the two went for refills.

They needed a ship name. How about Barlie? Yes, that's what I'd call them.

Castiel looked into my eyes and we just sat like that for a while. I didn't have anything to add. I could stare into his beautiful blue eyes forever and never get tired.

I forgot Sam was there. "Do you want me to give you two some space?" He asked with a raised eyebrow.

I nodded but Cas didn't seem to care, eagerly smacking his lips on mine. Damn it Cas! He honestly thought it was a good idea to kiss in public?

The anger slowly melted away as the passion sank in. God, he was a good kisser. I wrapped my arms around him and moved my hand up his thigh, slowly at first, not sure how he'd react.

I was broken from my thoughts by a stranger passing by our table. "Sinners!" She exclaimed.

A look of horror came on Castiel's face as he buried his face in his hands. "My father is the pastor of her church." He whispered.

I shrugged it off and considered kissing him again, but decided against it. The room was full of strangers staring at us, some angry, some concerned. I felt more judged than I had ever felt.

The worst part was Sam. He seemed chill and fine about what had happened, but was he secretly embarrassed? Hadn't I just been thinking about how I had already failed him? Had I done it again?

Castiel hadn't showed any trepidation before, but now I could tell how frightened he was. His face was pale as a sheet and I could see worry in his eyes.

What if the lady had recognized him? Would she tell Cas' father? The feelings overwhelmed me and I wanted to hide. Instead, I did what I always do.

I pretended to be fine. I put on a smile so no one would ask, no one ever did.

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