dark path

the light

(Months later)

Three of them were happy as saint expected. He could be more friendly with nam and make her love him. Nam was happy watching his dad with saint, because he could only smile next to that man. Sometimes she felt bad. She wished mew was there instead of saint. But what if zee loses his smile when mew return? Like those times that they had always arguments with eachother. Mew leave the house like always, zee goes to the room and shut the door.
Nam was unsure, if zee loves saint. But it seemed like their bond was special.

"Nam?why are you standing there?come eat this special hamburger which I cooked only for you" said saint, had happy smile on his face

Nam sat on the chair while looking at saint and zee. Saint was putting food in zee's mouth. She shook her head as she started eating.

"Is it good?"asked saint

Nam nodded.

"Are you ok nam?"asked zee with worried face
"Yes dad.....don't worry ok?just I'm sleepy" said nam

She went to zee and put her fingers on zee's cheeks and shaped smile on his face. As saint saw that moment, remembered the moment that zee did the same with saint.

"Dad please always smile ok? I'm gonna sleep"
"Oh...o...ok"

Zee hugged nam and said good night to her. Saint was in his thoughts like always and couldn't hear anything. Zee was calling saint, even moved his hand in front of saint's face but it didn't work. He picked the glass of water and threw the water on his face.

"Hey! Zee! What the fuck?"
"Are you deaf?"
"Why?"
"I'm calling you but you are like statue!"

Saint stood up and took zee's wrist. Zee was confused by saint's behaviour.

"Saint?are you ok?"

Saint didn't answer and pushed zee in his house. Zee was shocked about sudden change in saint's behaviour.

"Saint what hap......"

Zee couldn't finish his sentence as saint kissed zee intensively. Zee's eyes widened, didn't have any idea. He pushed his head back and took a breath.

"Saint.....are you ok?"asked zee trying to breath.
"Zee, I....I'm sorry......"

Saint went to his room and fell on the bed. Zee came to the room and sat on saint's lap. Saint was upset about his past behaviour. His past were always hunting him. He wanted to forget his worst memories, sometimes jealous of zee who didn't have those memories anymore. Saint put his hands on zee's back and sat up . He was face to face with zee. Brought his face closer to kiss zee but zee turned his face away. Saint's lips were on zee's cheek.

"What happened saint?" Asked zee as his mouth was half open and let out weak moans.

Saint was licking his ear and biting it.

"Just.....I wanted to have some fun with you....."whispered saint into his ear.

That gave zee goosebumps. He rested his arms on saint's shoulder and looking into saint's eyes.

"I saw anger in your eyes" said zee rubbing his lips on saint's.
"God zee......sorry.....I wasn't angry.......just memories" said saint as he was trying to kiss zee.

Zee moved away and sat on the bed, wide smile covered his face. Saint was confused and high for getting only a peck from zee. He brought his hands and started rubbing zee's back. Saint made zee lay on the bed and pinned his hands over his head. Zee struggled to free his hands but without success. Saint pushed his face on zee's neck and shoulder, smelling him. Every inch of him was remembrance of pain which he experienced. He always loved zee's beautiful scent. It always made him high, made him forget his memories.