dark path

Is it a dream?

"You said if I love you I should find you. I'm here p'zee.don't be sad anymore. I will protect you no matter what" zee turned around and saw saint's face. His face was pale and his hands were colder than zee. He didn't know what he should do in that moment. He was both scared and in love. The man he was in love with, wasn't mentally stable and each moment he was scared that saint lose his control so zee was cautious. "Come in. I thought there was someone else so I was scared." Zee opened the door and threw his bag on the coach. Saint was standing behind and rubbing his hands together to make them warm. Zee made coffee and gave it to saint. "Thank you. I'm sorry that I made you scared."
Zee sat next to saint and started drinking his coffee. "Saint......you said I told you to find me.....when did I say that?" Saint put his cup on the table looking nervous "in my nightmare. you were always saying that......."
"Stop it saint. All you are trusting is your stupid nightmares. Come live in real life. First time that I met you ,you were cute kind and shy boy but I don't know what happened to you! Suddenly that cute boy changed into this person who I don't even know him. Saint I loved you because you were diffrent but.......you are same as mew!I just want to have a calm life saint. if you love me as you say, let me go. " tear fulled zee's eyes but he was controlling himself to not cry. "P'zee if I tell you truth would you believe it? "
"If that truth is reasonable yeah I'd believe it saint" saint held zee's hand and made him sit face to face with him. When saint was telling zee about his nightmares and how they were becoming real, zee felt fear inside. it was scary how saint was dealing with weird nightmares. "Saint can I have your therapist number?"
"Ok"
"Then those panics...."
"Yes p'zee. I don't want them become real I don't want to hurt you"
Saint gave zee the number and zee went to the room. Saint was looking around then he noticed the red door and went to check it. "Shit! It's that door! I shouldn't be here! I chose wrong path again!" Zee came out and put his phone on the table and noticed saint was talking to himself. "Saint are you ok?"
"Oh yes I'm ok. I just......must go"
Zee hugged saint and shock crossed saint's face.
"Saint, I will help you"
His face was so close to saint's that he could smell the fragrance of his perfume and then his tongue was in saint's mouth. Saint might find there would be correspond to what he knew was his own. His heart was beating fast and faster and put his arm around zee and returned kiss, softly at first then with intensity that made zee cling to him. Saint felt two elements at that time: excitement and fear.
He unzipped saint's fly, took out his penis, and put it in his mouth. Saint tried to move, but it felt as if his body were tied down by invisible threads. He felt himself growing big and hard inside zee mouth. His tongue was soft and seemed to wrap itself around saint. Just as saint was about to cum, he suddenly moved away and began slowly to undress saint. He opened the red door behind saint and pushed him inside and
and made saint lie down on the bed. He sat on the bed, took saint hand, and brought it under his pants. saint hand felt the warmth of his penis. Saint start stroking it and took off zee's pants and started sucking zee. His moan were like melody to saint's ears. Zee poured lube on saint's hand. He rubbed zee's hole while sucking, pushed his finger in, It was deep, warm. Saint finger was all but sucked inside. Zee pushed saint back and sat on saint, used his hand to slip saint inside him. Once he had saint deep inside, he began a slow rotation of his hips. Zee couldn't get enough of him. He was tired and sore but he didn't care. He didn't want to sleep. He wanted the ache. He wanted him inside, all the time. His weight on top of him. He wanted to watch his face. his sweat to drop onto his. He wanted to drop his on him. He couldn't really believe it; he was doing this. He was inventing something. He never forget it. He was in charge and he liked it. One of saint's fingers flicked over his bum. Zee did it to him. Saint lifted and heaved. Zee couldn't believe it. There was no end to it, no end to the new things. Saint did something. Zee copied him. Zee did something. Saint did it back. Saint took zee from behind. Zee pushed back, forced more of saint into him. Zee sucked him. Saint licked him. Zee made him come inside, zee came on sheet.
"Saint I love you so much"
Saint couldn't believe it. Was it all another dream?

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