dark path

madness

(5 months later)
"Doctor we have critical condition!"
Saint ran toward patient room. After long tiring day saint was changing his cloths. He was thinking about zee. These 5 months he was so busy and he couldn't meet zee. Most of the time there was an emergency so he had to work even late night.
When he arrived home saw mew who was on his phone talking. He seemed angry. "I told you that's not true!! I have no boyfriend why do you think that??" Saint stood there and was controlling himself to not say anything and not disrespect mew. So he rushed in his room and closed the door. "Stupid what did he mean by not having boyfriend?then what is p'zee to him!?" Saint fell on the bed his eyelids were heavy and he couldn't hold his eyes open. When he opened his eyes he saw zee besides him. " saint. You are so beautiful"smilled zee and put his hand on saint cheeks and rubbed his lips with thumb. saint held zee's hand and closed his eyes while he was smilling. Suddenly he felt cold wind on his face and opened his eyes. Again the room was full of darkness. Saint was feeling sadness but he didn't know the reason. "Saint come find me " saint heared zee and stood up quickly. He ran outside following the voice. There was a red door in front so saint opened that door. There was a man in front of zee but saint couldn't see his face clearly. That man started hitting zee with bat. Saint was running further but it was like he's not moving at all. That man sat on zee's lap and started kissing him forcefully. Zee was unconsious and couldn't move. "Saint! "
Saint jumped out of his nightmare. He was breathing fast and hard and it was like he couldn't breath anymore. Saint tried to reach the glass of water which was on the table beside bed. He was holding his neck and his hand touched the glass but it fell down. Mew came in and saw saint like that quickly rushed toward him to see what happened .his face was full red going to be purple. He did emergency call and worried about saint."saint it's ok please calm down ok they are coming"
Saint was unconsious since he couldn't breath. "Saint follow me ok?you love me right?you said you love me so you shouldn't leave me alone ! I want you to come saint !" Saint was hearing these and looking at lights passing above his head. "P'zee what happened to me?why am I hearing you ?"
Doctors took saint in emergency room and mew had to stay outside. He called zee before so he was on the way.
After 30 min zee arrived and mew hugged him tight and he was crying. zee's heart started beating fast and he was shocked. "Mew is he ok?" Mew sat and looked at him " he was dying .he couldn't breath. It was like seeing someone who you love ,dying. You know what I mean?" Zee nodded and sat next to mew. "P"mew!" Gulf ran to him and mew stood up. Zee looked at them in the bad way and prefered to look at door. "Are you ok? P'mew don't worry. Saint is so strong. I know he will be ok !ok p'mew?" Gulf hugged mew and looked at zee. "You are zee right? P'mew boyfriend !nice to meet you" zee just smilled forcefully at him and nodded. Doctor came out of the room and mew went to ask about saint's condition. Zee was scared to go closer so he preferred to stay there.
" what happened p'mew? Is he ok?" Asked zee worried. "Yes he's fine.it was chronic panic attack. If it was a little bit more ,maybe........." mew couldn't continue his sentence and went out and Gulf followed him. zee went and was watching saint from glass window in front of him.
(After 2 days)
Finally saint opened his eyes and saw zee's head was next to him and he was sleeping. He wanted to touch his hair but suddenly remembered his nightmare and his heartbeat rate went high again which made zee wake up and looked at monitor and scared. He looked at saint and he was awake but not ok. He pressed the button and doctors came. Zee was standing there and scared to lose saint. saint was feeling bad because of this situation. He was making zee sad and scared. He couldn't forgive himself. With each blick he did he saw zee's image more bloody than before making him more panic. It wasn't his fault. He didn't even know what was happening to him if he knew he could stop it because it was hurting zee.
(After 3 weeks)
Saint was still on the bed but at home. his condition was better but still needed to have session with his therapist.
Zee came in saint's room and was happy and excited. Saint became happy when he saw him like that. " saint saint Look it's snowing!let's go out!" Saint smilled at zee "ok baby. Let's go" saint stood up and took zee's hand and ran. When they were running he noticed he had seen this scene before. Saint looked at zee's happy red face which was cute. "It is that dream !that time I saw it! WHAT??" Zee looked at saint and was shocked. "It can't be truth ! It can't " saint held his head and sat on the snow. He was repeating "can't" word and held his head with hands moving forward and backward repeatedly. "Saint what is it? Are you ok saint? Come on let's go inside" zee was worried and hugged saint. Suddenly saint pushed zee away and he fell on the snow." P'zee you are mew's boyfriend. Mew is my best friend. Let's finish this weird relationship here." Zee looked disapointed "am I the one who started this, saint? you!" Zee ran inside and picked his bag and went out.
"Zee I'm sorry but I had to do that. I love you forever zee but I don't want you to die. I'm protecting you" said saint in his mind.
Zee was running and he was about to burst into cry. It was so cold but he couldn't feel it. Mew was passing with his car and saw zee that walking and all snow were on him and freezed but still walking even hardly. Mew stopped the car and quickly rushed toward zee and held him. Zee slowly brought his look on mew. Mew hugged zee tightly and put him in the car. "Sorry p'mew.......I'm not a good boy for you......" mew looked at zee " stupid don't say such things. You are mine zee. You want kill yourself then I will do that"Mew picked zee up and saint saw zee in that situation it made his heart hurt so much. "What happened p'mew?" Mew put zee on the bed. "He was freezing if I wasn't there he would be freezed by now." Mew threw zee's bag on his face which made saint became angry "p'mew what are you doing? He's obviously sick can't you see?" Mew opened his mouth to say something but zee stopped him "none of your busines! Shut up and don't interfere in our life !"shouted zee made mew surprised with his behaviour. saint was shocked. It was first time he was seeing zee like that. Zee was coughing and sat up "GO OUT! "He took mew's collar and pulled him toward himself and kissed him. "YOU WANNA SEE THIS TOO???" Saint just didn't know what to do so he left with anger. "Bitch what are you thinking shouting at me like that in front of p'mew!" Saint was so angry and bitting his lips which made it bleeding. He fell on the bed and put his headphone and made the music loud. It was sad song and made saint both sad and angry. He was starring at the roof and suddenly felt he was crying without knowing. After long crying he fell asleep.
"What are you doing saint? Leave me alone I don't wanna come with you! I hate you saint!" Saint pushed zee and he fell but could hold himself a bit with help of the wall.
"SHUT UP!STUPID LOOK AT ME ZEE!" Zee slapped saint " look what huh? You started this saint!" Zee was going that saint took zee's hand and picked up the bat and hit zee's head. Zee fell on the ground and he was bleeding. "You like that zee right?" He sat on zee's lap and started kissing him. Zee was unconsious. "Saint......" saint looked at zee's face "you like this right zee?I wanna give you a reward since you are a good boy" smilled saint and continued kissing him then went to zee's neck and kissed his adam apple. "You know zee I always liked this part" saint was playful and took off zee's pants and went between zee's leg and thrust in made zee tremble and moan in pain that made him pass out. "Hate you saint"
Saint jumped out of his nightmare and fell on the ground. " agh shit!" He banged his head on the ground and was rubbing it. Saint was out of control and he threw glass away and breaking everything in his room.
"ZEE!" Saint went out of his room and opened mew's room. Zee was on the bed sleeping. Saint made him turn away "what are you doing?leave me alone" zee had high fever and was in his weak mode. Saint pushed his dick in made zee bleeding and shouting in pain. Saint held zee's mouth and started thrusting in and out. Tears fulled zee's eyes and saint could feel zee's tears on his hand. Zee was scratching bed sheet and started moaning "yes zee you like this right?" Zee was crying and moaning at same time. Saint thrusted faster made zee's eyes rolled back and moan louder. "Saint ......." saint bited zee's neck from back "yes you should call my name ! Only me" saint took out his dick zee was bleeding from raw rough sex .saint helped zee turned away so he could see his face. He thrusted in again and pushed his tongue in zee's mouth. Zee was scratching saint's back. Saint did last thrust made zee arch his back. His cum mixed with blood and was dripping out. Saint hugged zee tightly and kissed his forehead. "Zee you know.......I love you" zee was burning in his fever and saint could feel it. "Zee you haven't cum yet" saint helped zee to come on top of saint and then saint placed his tip on zee's hole and pushed it in. "No no saint.....please it hurts....saint....." zee was begging but saint thrusted up and made zee lose his mind so he started bouncing up and down and laughing. Saint held him and kissed him deeply. Zee moaned louder and came. Then he collapsed on top of saint.
Saint blicked faster and saw zee in that condition."p'zee what happened?you are bleeding! You have high fever!" Zee closed his eyes and had total black out. "P'ZEE ! I'M SORRY P'ZEE!"