dark path

I love you

"You were in coma for 2 months"
Saint's eyes widend. Couldn't believe it.
"I was........where is p'zee?"
"Oh that boy...he's in his room....he always came to see you and check you"
Saint tried to sit up and took off his oxygen mask but doctor stopped him.
"Saint, you should rest. Tommorow you will meet him."
Saint touched his head and it was bandaged too. He could just remember the last time he was with zee and he was feeling cold. He wanted to ask doctor about it but he prefered not to. He just wanted to see zee at that moment.
He fell asleep and next morning he was happy to see zee again. Nurses were helping zee to come in saint's room. When saint looked at him, his smile disapeared. He knew exactly what happened to zee. He couldn't walk properly, his head wound was better after 2 months. When he was walking it seemed he had pain but was holding it.
"Saint!"
Zee smiled and hugged saint. Saint felt pain inside his heart. He did zee like that but still zee was happy to see him alive.
"Saint, are you ok? I was so worried about you.....I was thinking that I have lost you......good that you're back. I would hate you if you didn't."
"P'zee......why don't......"
When he saw zee's smiling,prefered not to say anything. He smiled and looked back at zee. Doctor left the room with nurses.
"P'zee I'm happy too that I'm here with you"
"Good. Let me check your beautiful hands......"
Zee was rubbing saint's hands and smiling. His face was shining.
"P'zee where is p'mew?"
Zee stopped rubbing saint's hand and was scared.
"P'zee?what is it??"
Zee wanted to stand up but he fell on the ground and nurses came in the room to help him. He was crying and so stressed. Saint was shocked from his reaction.
"What happened!" Said doctor
"I........don't know....I just asked about my friend"
"Then......ok saint. It's nothing" doctor left the room
Saint laid down and was thinking. Zee's scared face was in his mind but he didn't know the reason.
"Maybe that's because of his odd relationship with p'mew" thought saint and covered his face with blanket.
"Saint look .....these flowers are for you. They are beautiful like you" smiled zee. Saint looked at the flowers and took them from zee and kissed him, touched his face, his neck
"Saint......I don't want to live with p'mew but he came yesterday ....we wanted to live together after 2 months but ......"
"What? You want to live with him?then.....then what about us?"
"I don't know saint......."
"I love you p'zee! We were together these 2 months we lived in that house! You want to leave me that easy? I thought you love me too! Are you revenging for that.....that ra......"
Zee slapped saint and pushed him away.
"Leave saint! Go!"
"What?"
"You don't trust me saint!"
"What trust?you are saying you will live with mew!what are you talking about?"
"I just said about our deal but I haven't said if I want to back"
Zee was angry and sad at the same time. Saint came closer and held zee's hands and kissed them. Zee became calm, sat on the ground. Saint touched his face, started kissing him brutally. Zee started moaning and laid down letting saint do whatever he wanted. Saint pulled his shirt off and threw it away, started rubbing zee through his jean. That made zee gasp.
Saint unbuttoned zee's jean and pulled it down, he kissed the tip through boxers. "Saint......."zee gasped. "What do you want p'zee?" Said saint kissed zee's thigh, made him whimper als precum leaked out. "Saint.......please......"
Saint smiled ,rubbed zee's through his boxers more rough then pulled down his boxers
"P'zee you are so hard" zee arched his back, unable to focus. Saint grabbed zee's member and stroked it before putting his lips on it and take it all the way in his mouth. Zee panted, reached up and started rubbing his nipples, he was trying to hold his moan but couldn't. Saint looked up at zee and was smiling while sucking. He pulled out the member from his mouth and came on top of zee, kissed him and bite him hard.
"P'zee when you look like this, I just want to fuck you without prep." Whispered saint caused zee shiver.
Saint pulled off his pants and spread zee's legs.
"Saint.......wait.......agh"
Saint pushed his member in with no warning. Zee screamed saint's name while saint was brushing zee's spot over and over.
"It is........painfull" said zee during his nonstop moaning. But saint didn't care, started pounding into him as faster as harder.
"P'zee you're swallowing me in, That's sexy" zee's eyes were full of tears but he liked the feeling of pain and pleasure. Saint kissed zee's eyes and held his face while pounding in him continuesly. Zee was moaning and kissed saint pushing his tongue inside saint's mouth.
"Saint.......I can't.....hold......"
Saint looked down at zee's member and stroked it fast with his hand. Zee panted and came while scratching saint's back that left red marks with a bit blood. Saint picked zee up and sat while zee was still high from his orgasm. He grabbed zee's hip and started lifting him up and slamming him down on his member over and over. Zee was out of energie to move. He was like a doll, moaned slowly, his eyes were closed, he was resting his head on saint's shoulder.
"You know p'zee.....I want to.... do this forever.....just with you" saint felt his climax is close. He slammed zee down harder and deeper on his memeber caused zee moan louder this time. He released his large cum in zee. He slowly put zee down while his dick was still inside.
"I love you p'zee" he pulled out his dick and laid down next to zee.
Suddenly saint jumped out of sleeping and looked down at his down part which was hard. He looked around, he was in hospital.
"Shit. Lucky me no one is here to see this stupid down there" saint stood up and went to the bathroom. He started stroking his member and moaning, imagining zee.
"Saint where are you?lets eat breakfast"
Saint stopped stroking and moaning and brought his head outside of the bathroom and smiled akwardly. Zee looked at saint with surprised face.
"Mmmm......you don't want to come out of the bathroom?"
"I can't now......I will come 10 min later"
"Why are you sweating that much?"
"It's hot..... you eat your breakfast, I will come soon"
Saint smiled and closed the bathroom's door. Zee started eating and after 10 min,saint came out of the bathroom.
"Sorry,p'zee"
Zee smiled but he looked nervous, chewing his nails. Saint held zee's hands and rubbed them slowly.
"P'zee, let's live just together"
Zee shocked and pulled his hands out of saint's hands.
"I........I should go back to my room....I have headache"
Zee stood up nervously. Saint hugged him tight, feeling his fast heart beats. He felt zee was breathing fast and looked at his face. He was scared and shaking his head like he was begging something.
"P'zee....."
"He......will come......"
"Who p'zee?who will come?"
Zee wanted to run away but saint was holding him tight so he couldn't move.
"M.........mew"
Saint's eyes widened. He brought zee to sit on the bed and was trying to calm him.
"He......mew.......hurted me......look" zee pulled up his shirt. Zee had 2 big stitches. Saint couldn't believe it. He saw zee's body in his dream when he was in coma but he had just scars in his dream.
Zee started crying and couldn't continue. Saint was totally shocked, hugged zee, zee was shaking. Saint held zee's face with both hands. Zee's tears continued to flow and the sobs wracked his body, barely allowing a breath to be drawn. Saint wiped zee's tears with his fingers and was trying to remember what really happened. "That wasn't me?but.......I was thinking I was the one who hurted p'zee.......no that can't be p'mew....why should he hurt him?"thought saint.
After a week they were discharged from hospital. Zee seemed still worried and nervous always looking outside.
"P'zee, come sit here"
"I can't.......I must check if he comes"
"He doesn't know where we are and also he's not stupid to show himself while police is searching for him"
Saint stood up and took zee's arm and made him sit. Zee was rubbing his hands together and still trying to look at the window.
"P'zee look at me please. I'm here ok?don't worry. He can't hurt you"
"He haven't hurted just me but you too saint!understand it please"
"P'ZEE CAN YOU STOP IT?"
Saint lost his control for a moment but realized zee was scared so he hugged him to make him feel calm.
"I'm sorry......p'zee I don't remember that incident. That's like a puzzel for me. I can't still believe that p'mew........"
Zee pushed saint away and went to the room. Saint rubbed his face and picked up his phone,decided to search about that incident. He found the news but there weren't any detailed information about it. They were just covered Information. He threw his phone on the table and leaned against the couch, thinking deeply. He wanted to remember that day but he couldn't help. Stood up and knocked the door.
"P'zee open the door please. I'm sorry........it's not my fault...I just can't remember. Please open the door"
He knocked several times but zee didn't answer.
"P'zee if you don't open the door I will break it then stand away please"
Saint broke the door open and when he went inside noticed zee was on the bed while pills were on the ground. He ran and hugged zee and slapped him to wake him up. Zee opened his eyes abit ,saint picked him up and went to the bathroom, put his finger inside zee's throat to make him throw up. Zee threw up and was coughing and fell on saint's arms.
"Why do you want to die huh?you waited for me to wake up but now you are the one who's leaving?p'zee you said you will hate me if I leave you but now........." saint's tear fell on zee's face, he picked zee up and took him to the hospital. After check up doctor informed saint that zee was ok and there's no emergency situation. Saint was holding zee's hand, waiting for him to open his eyes. It was 4 am and saint's eyelids were heavy. He fell asleep while holding zee's hand tight.
When he opened his eyes he was on the bed with zee. He looked around and it was zee's house.
"Saint......why are you shocked?"
Saint looked at zee with widend eyes.
"P'zee are you ok?"
"Oh.....why should I be not ok? You are breaking my hand so now I feel I'm not ok"
Saint looked down and noticed he was holding zee's hand so tight, felt akward and let his hand go.
"I'm sorry"
Zee blinked several times with wondering.
"Saint you are cute"
Saint blushed and looked confused. Zee brought his face right in front of saint's face made saint sweat and gulp. Zee looked at saint's lips.
"Saint.......want to have something fun?"
"Like.......what?"
"Hide and seek"whispered zee in saint's ear made him shiver.
Zee took saint's hand and they went outside. It was night, wind was shaking trees,saint was feeling uncomfortable, feeling of coldness and fear. He noticed bat on the ground .
"P.....p'zee.......let me go please......something is not right....."
Zee looked back at saint and smiled, stopped, held saint's face with his hands and kissed him. Saint could feel coldness and taste of blood. He was not returning the kisses. Those kisses were most creeppiest kisses he ever experienced. Zee's hands were cold, saint was trying to push zee away.......
Saint jumped out of his nightmare and looked at zee. Zee was still sleeping.
Saint stood up and left the room. He was walking on the street, passing all closed shops, he was in his thoughts that something cought his attention. There was a jewlry shop and he saw marriage rings. He smiled and imagined that ring on his finger. He forgot the time and his problems for 10 minutes that he was standing there.
"Saint......."
When saint heard the voice, looked back and saw zee standing there, breathing fast and sweating, couldn't stand properly. Saint went to him and held him.
"Why are you here?you should be on your bed. Let's go back to the hospital"
"No I'm ok. Let's go home"
Zee was shaking from cold wind so saint covered him with his coat and held his arm to help him. He took a taxi and when they were sitting, zee put his head on saint's shoulder and fell asleep. Saint put his arm on the back of zee and brought him closer. When they arrived he didn't want to wake him up so he picked him up slowly and went to apartment. When he was about to enter the elevator, he saw a man talking with his phone and suddenly heard mew's name. He went inside the elevator quickly and pushed the button. He went to the room and put zee on the bed and covered him. His blood was boiling, his heart was beating fast, hearing that man's name again made him feel disgust. He washed his face and felt dizzy. For caution he picked up a knife and hide it under his pillow and laid down, looking at zee's face. He put his hand on zee's face, caressing his face.
"What happened for you that night? Did that man hurt you like what I did in my nightmare? Mew was the one who hurted you and did that, not me right?" Saint put his head on zee's chest and fell asleep.
It was morning and zee was already awake. He kissed saint's head, made saint pressing and rubbing his head against zee's chest more. Zee decided to stay like that until saint wake up. He closed his eyes, suddenly remembered that night made him scared. Saint opened his eyes, he could hear zee's heartbeat that was fast. He looked at zee, zee was shutting his eyes and didn't want to open them.
"P'zee, calm down I'm here"
Zee opened his eyes and starred at saint's eyes then his lips. He put his lips on saint's and kissed him. Saint closed his eyes and kissed him back. Zee rolled saint on the bed so he was on top of saint. Saint was breathing heavy, bitting his lip. He started moaning when zee's hand went under his shirt and was touching his nipple. He pulled up saint's shirt and started sucking his nipple. Saint was scratching bed sheet while moaning.
"P'zee........I'm....sorry but......I'm hard"
Zee brought his hand under saint's pants and rubbed his hand on saint's dick. Saint arched his back and pushing forward to get touch of zee. Zee went down and started sucking saint's dick.
"Is it good saint?"
"Yes.....it's good......"
Zee sucked faster and stroked it. Saint pushing his dick into zee's mouth, made zee gag.
"I can't.......hold"
Saint shot his cum in zee's mouth and a bit on his face.
"I'm sorry p'zee......let me clean it"
Saint brought tissue and was cleaning zee's face. Suddenly he stopped and didn't move. There were some flashbacks coming infront of saint's eyes. Zee opened his eyes and waiting.
"What is it saint?"
Saint was not moving, tear dropped from his eyes.
(Flash back)
"Saint, I haven't broken up with mew. He's coming here. I'm not sure about......."
"About our relationship?p'zee we were together in this house with eachother! Why are you doing this to me? "
Zee put his hand in his pocket and took out a box.
"Saint........I bought this for you. Never doubt my love."
Saint was shocked, zee put the ring on saint's finger.
"I love you saint"
Saint looked at zee and hugged him tightly.
"I will break up with mew,When he arrives here."
"I'm sorry p'zee that I doubted you "
Zee kissed saint's forehead, saint was smiling and feeling this kind of happiness for the first time.
Mew arrived and surprised when he saw saint there too.
"Oh saint! You said you were in vacation! Why are you here?"
"Um......p'mew......"
Zee came and hugged mew and mew kissed his cheek which made saint look akward.
"Come sit here" said zee with bright smile.
"You haven't told me yet saint.why are you here?how did you know about zee's house?"
"Well.........."saint was looking for a right words to say but he couldn't find any. He had stress and feeling akward.
"Saint!you have a ring?who is that girl?why haven't you told me?"
Saint's heart was beating fast and looked at his hands.
"P'mew can we talk private?"
Mew was wondering about saint's reaction and nodded to zee.
They went outside. Saint was worried and couldn't even move.
Mew was waiting for zee to speak.
"P'mew we were away these 2 months. Before this we didn't have good relationship. Can we just be friends?"
Mew looked confused, then smiled in weird way.
"Ok then......is it saint?"
Zee nodded
"Good.....did you two have relationship when you were with me?"
Zee felt fear for a moment and stress filled his entire body.
"Wait here zee, I go bring my bag then I go. I'm really happy for you and saint. Saint is a good boy."
Mew smiled and hugged zee, that made zee feel relieved. Mew went inside and looked at saint for a moment. Saint went out while he was nervous, saw zee was standing there.
"P'zee what happened?"
"I told him......"
Mew came out with his bag and stood in front of zee. Saint stepped back.
"Don't worry saint. I want to tell zee something private. Can you leave us alone for a moment?"
Saint nodded and went inside.
Mew came closer to zee.
"Did you have relationship when you were with me zee?be honest"
Zee shutted his eyes. Mew took out the bat from his bag. When zee opened his eyes, mew hit his head hard that made him fall unconscious on the ground. His head was bleeding. Mew sat on zee's lap and unbuttoned zee's cloth, start kissing his neck in brutal way, bitting him hard.
"That's my fault zee. I haven't punished you properly but now I decided to do that. I always come after you, remember it" said mew whispering in zee's ear. Zee wanted help but couldn't say anything. He was shouting in his mind.
Saint was still waiting inside and feeling uncomfortable. He looked at his watch. It was about 10 minute. He decided go out and when he opened the door, his eyes widend. He ran to stop mew. Mew fell on the ground and picked bat and hit saint's head. Zee was crying.
"Saint did you see this face of him? Well I"m showing it to you again"
Saint passed out and when he opened his eyes he saw zee was covered in blood. He tried to stand up. Went to zee and picked him up.
"Don't die zee.......please"
Saint was still confused and seeing everything blured but trying to find his way to the road.
"Saint.........I......lo..."
"Don't talk zee.......you must stay alive. I will save you!"
It was dark and cold. Saint was freezing but continued his way until he reached the road, put zee on the ground. When he ran to the road a car was going fast. Driver tried to stop the car before hitting saint but it was late. Driver was shocked and went to saint.
"Omg ......what have I done! Mr?"
Saint pointed to zee and everything became dark for him.
(End of flashback)

Zee put his hands on saint's shoulder and shaking him.
"Saint?can you hear me?"
Saint blinked several times and wiped his tears.
"I'm sorry p'zee"
"What happened?is it my fault?you didn't want that?I'm sorry I should have controlled myself. I'm....."
Saint didn't let zee finish his sentence and brushed his lips against him, made him lay down while kissing him. He looked at zee's scars and rubbed his hand on them slowly. He leaned to take lube and poured it on zee's dick, stroking it and slowly led it inside his hole. Zee bite his lip and was touching saint's body. Saint started moving his ass and leaned down to steal kisses from zee. Zee held saint's waist and pulled him closer to himself.
"I love you saint"
Saint smiled and bite zee's neck, made zee moan. Zee rolled saint down and attacked him with rough kisses and pushing faster inside saint, made him lose his mind, moaning loud, calling zee's name, putting his legs around zee's waist and made zee goes deeper.
"Zee......I....cumming"
Zee sucked saint's nipple, saint pushed his fingers in zee's hair and came all over his belly. Saint was trembling and his was sucking zee's dick deeper. Zee pushed in several times until he reached his level and put out his dick, came on saint's belly. He leaned down and kissed saint.
"You are amazing saint. I love you"
Saint giggled and hugged zee.
"I love you too"
"Oh I have something for you saint. I forgot to give it to you"
Zee went and brought his bag and took something out.
He laid down next to saint and took saint's hand and put ring on his finger. Saint was surprised and his heart was beating fast, tear filled his eyes, caressing zee's face. His tears were because of pain that was inside his heart and happiness. but he was feeling more pain than happiness. Pain of that cold night and that dark path. Zee smiled and wiped saint's tear and hugged him.