dark path

what's happening to me

They arrived at hospital and zee was waiting for doctors to give an answer. " it's nothing serious. Just he's under so much stress. He should rest don't let him work a lot ok?" Zee looked at saint and nodded to the doctor. Mew was in rush and finally he arrived at hospital saw zee was sitting next to the saint's bed ." What happened?" Zee stood up and held mew's hands "everything is fine p'mew don't worry .it's just from stress " said zee smiled at mew and hugged him. Saint slowly opened his eyes and saw zee was hugging mew so he decided to close his eyes again and pretend he's still sleeping. " why I must see this scene always??? And why I get upset by this?? What's wrong with me?with my whole body?" Saint was deep in his thoughts that he jumped out of his thoughts by hearing chu sound from peck that mew did to zee. "WTF! Just get a room you two disgusting. " again saint shouted in his mind. "Zee when sth happened tell me ok? I go back to my work. Take care of saint please .thank you " mew said and kissed zee's forehead and left . Zee went and sat on the chair next to the saint. He was starring at saint's face and then his lips. He poked saint's cheek with his finger then he got surprised. "Ohhhhh your skin is so soft like a baby !" Said zee giggling and continued to poke more . Saint was controlling himself. "Wtf somebody help me he's crazy don't poke my cheek stupid !" Again in his mind. But decided to open his eyes like he just wake up . Zee looked with excitement and stood up and brought his face exactly in front of saint's face with excitement his eyes were shining. "SAINT! I thought you died actually! But wait why your face is getting red and more red ? Are you ok?you have still fever? Wait I go call doctor" said zee and was about to go but saint held his wrist tight that it could leave red mark on it. "Can you sit down here and don't get panic or excited for a minute?" Zee looked at his wrist that saint was holding and pressing it hardly with his thumb. Then nodded and started getting his wrist free from saint. But with each force saint press it harder. Saint was looking at zee's hard try face. "This stupid is cute. He doesn't have any force just his body is big. If I leave his wrist suddenly he would fell and of course it would be fun laughing at him but here is hospital" said saint in his mind while looking at zee. " p'zee be calm I wanna leave your wrist " saint smiled at zee and zee nodded. Saint slowly let go of zee's wrist. "Look it got red" Zee was rubbing his wrist and pouted. With that saint couldn't resist so he prefered to sleep on his side in a way that his back was to zee. " hmmmm, why are you sleeping like this?" Zee was still rubbing his wrist " cause I like it this way. Don't you have a job?go to your job!" Saint was smiling while saying that but zee couldn't see. "I'm a trainer and today it's my free time. THANKS TO YOU MY FREE TIME IS IN HOSPITAL" Zee frowned and said in cheeky way. "Let's go home. I have essay so I must do it." Saint tried to sit up. It was already hard for him. " are you crazy? You can't even sit then you wanna go home?" Saint was trying to stand up and holding his balance with help of bed. Finally he could stand up but walking unbalanced. He put his hand on zee's chest and was holding himself. " let's go. I don't want you to waste your free time in hospital with me." Zee was shocked and tried to help saint " don't touch me! I'm ok. I haven't lost my legs to need your help. and even if it was true still wouldn't want your help" saint went out of the room and left zee behind. He went home without waiting for zee. "Stupid! Now I wanna do my essay. Mew's private life is not even important for me! Who's his boyfriend or girlfriend none of my business. " he opened his books and writing with anger. He couldn't focuse well.
"Saint I heard you left hospital just like that. Are you ok? Come out of your room I bought some drinks and creamy cake." Mew put cake on the table and was opening the box. saint come out with happiness and ran like a child to sit and be ready for cake. " aha ! Only foods can make you come out from your cave " said mew while cutting cake and putting a piece on the plate. Saint was happy and his cheeks were red and began eating cake. "Eat slowly. I don't want to see you in hospital again " mew cleaned a cream that was on saint's lipside with his finger and started drinking. " you don't wanna cake?" Said saint looking innocent at mew. "No models can't eat these things. I should be carefull about my weight" mew put his drink's bottle on the table and was just sitting sending messeges. "Why are you silent p'mew? Like those times you know what I mean......" mew put his phone on the table and started drinking again. "I'm ok saint. Just I'm worried about you. You don't look good since last night "
"I'm ok p'mew. Don't worry it was just stress as doctor said" saint smiled and went to his room with his cake. He layed on the bed that suddenly he fell asleep whitout knowing. He was on the same jungle with zee covered on blood. "Zee open your eyes please ! Zee!" Slowly zee opened his eyes but unconsious. He was moaning in pain. " zee thank god your still alive" zee was breathing hard. Saint picked him up in bride style and was careful about zee condition. "Saint............" saint looked at zee "saint......don't leave..... me please ....I'm scared......it's cold saint....." saint took off his coat and put it on zee. "Can you........kiss me......" saint kissed zee's lip. He was cold. Saint couldn't hold his tear when he finished kissing zee, zee did his last breath and closed his eyes. " ZEE!ZEE! WAKE UP ZEE! PLEASE I BEG YOU ZEE DON'T LEAVE ME! I WILL DIE WITHOUT YOU! "
Saint jumped out of his nightmare . He touched his face and noticed he was crying. saint left his room to wash his face. He was already traumatized. "Saint, I'm sorry I didn't want to hurt you with my words. Actually I was....."zee couldn't finish his sentence. Saint stopped him with his kissing looking for a way to push his tongue inside of zee's mouth. Zee was shocked couldn't process the thing that was happening. Saint was kissing him forcefully. he pushed zee toward his room door and opened the door while kissing him. Zee didn't kiss back and he was scared of what was happening now. Saint pushed zee on his bed and start kissing and licking zee's neck. " saint......." saint looked at zee and he stopped when he saw zee's teary eyes. then he saw himself sitting on zee's lap. He got up quickly "I'm so so sorry p'zee. I didn't mean to do that. I'm sorry ." Saint ran to the bathroom and was looking at the mirror. he started crying .unable to understand what was happening to him. when he came out he saw mew in the kitchen and his heart start beating fast when he saw zee was there with mew. He was scared that zee would tell mew about thing that happened earlier. " come on it's dinner time I bought pizza" said mew and kissed zee's neck from behind. Saint was starring at zee. Zee wasn't showing any reaction .he was just looking at the table and playing with fork like he was scratching table with fork. "I'm not hungry mew. I should go home. Sorry I have work tommorow. See you later" said zee and grab his bag and kissed mew on the lips and it was make out. Mew kissed him back and smiled " ok see you love" said mew with his cheeks that were rose color. Zee passed from saint's side whitout even looking at him. Saint was stressed. "P'mew I forgot to thank p'zee so I go to thank him. Wait for me and don't eat my pizza ok?" Saint forcefully smiled "ok" saint ran to reach zee. "P'zee! wait!" Zee start walking faster when he heared saint's voice. Saint reached zee and grabbed his wrist. "Leave me alone!!what's wrong with you !leave me alone please!" Zee was scared and begging. Saint was shocked from his reaction." P'zee calm down ok? P'zee I don't wanna hurt you so when I leave your wrist just stay and listen to me ok?" Zee nodded so saint left his wrist "p'zee I'm really sorry for what happened earlier. I wasn't myself. Actually......p'zee I had a worse nightmare......I'm sorry p'zee .I never want to hurt you .you are precious for my best friend. I'm really sorry. Can you forgive me this time? I promise you I would never hurt you again or making you sad ok?" Zee could see saint was innocent. he start feeling comfortable when saint said those things. "Ok " said zee and smiled. Saint's heart was melting when he could bring that beautiful smile back. "You are ........oh thank you so much p'zee for giving me chance to explain this " zee smiled and waved. He was running like a kid. "He's happy again. You are beautiful zee" said saint in his mind.