Broken Memories | Jaden Smith |

Broken Memories | Chapter XIII |

Hazel

Today's the day Bryan leaves to Boston . I told him that I thinks it's best I stay here . He thinks it's because of Jaden . For once can this be about me ? It's always someone with him . I'm staying only because My heart doesn't belong in Boston . I could sense he knows that . I'm not ready to see my Mom . She's apart of my Broken Memories . You think I sat there and enjoy what she had to offer ? She didn't tell me everything was going to be alright ? One thing I know she ran to every night was her boyfriend . Shit , I thought I didn't need her . Seems like that's what making me fall short . I never got to hear the words 'I love you' out of her damn mouth . The only person who can say I love you without being drunk is Bryan . Maybe that's why I love Bryan , cause he give me that thing I need . You know what I mean ? He gives me that support I need . That touch I need . That hug he gives me then tell me 'everything is going to be alright' moments I need . Shit , I need him right now .

Should I ran after him ?

Is this thing we call love real ?

I need him . 

I just need him . 

I gaze at the suite case that was still packed . 

"Good morning" A voice came from the bathroom . 

I just smile ; I smile like there was no damn problem at all . 

"Whats up with you?"  

"Jaden nothing is not make sense right now ! I'm suppose to be with Bryan right now ! You're suppose to be with that girl !" I finally concede .

"I don't have time for this bullshit you talking ." 

I took hold of the suit case .

"Thank you for giving me another fucking reason to go . "

I speed-ed there so fast you would've thought I was the cop . Luckily there was no damn cop . I don't need no damn ticket .