Broken Memories | Jaden Smith |

Marvin's Room | Chapter XII |

Hazel .

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It was dim out , but that didn't stop my door from knocking . I sigh ; I look over at Bryan who is still sleeping . He decided to come over to help me pack my belongings . I dragged myself to the door .

"Who is it?" I yelled . Nobody responded . I open the door to see Jaden flat out on the floor .

"Jaden??" I said in a worried voice . He slurred to talk . After a while I figure he was drunk . I stood him up . Wrapping his arms around my neck as I wrapped my arm around his lower back . It took me a while to sit him on the couch .

"Why the fuck he here?!" Bryan shouted as he made his way fully in the living room .

"Lower your damn tone ; his drunk." I said arranging Jaden to lay on the couch .

"Babe , He can't stay here ." Bryan stated as I cover Jaden with a blanket that was on top of one of the boxes .

"That's enough dammit ! His staying . This is my damn house ! " I said loud enough so Bryan could hear me .

"After all the times he disrespect you ? You're gonna help him out ?" Bryan questioned me .

"Listen here boo , Jaden will ALWAYS be my BEST FRIEND . You don't like the way it sounds . There's the damn door !" I yelled ; empathizing the words ALWAYS and BEST FRIEND .

After Bryan was done inflicting his clothes on , cause he had only boxers on . He left and he had damn nerves to SHUT my door .

I went back to my room ; because this was too much for me . I promised myself I would keep my distance from Jaden . I hate fighting with him . So if staying away from him will stop all this . I'm willing to do it . If Jaden can look me dead in my eyes and say he don't care about me . Than I could stay out of his life with no problem .

Like I said before where's the love in the air ?

"Jaden , please just-" I try to speak , but he wrapped his arms around my waistline tighter .

"I'm sorry Hazel" he whispered in my ears .

I couldn't tell if he was drunk or not . The temperature of his body was rising by the minute .

"Jaden , I can't do this with you ." I said removing his arms , but he pulled me right back in .

"Hazel I'm sorry . I really do care about you . I'm just scared to show my feelings out to you . " He spoke ; trying his best to stay awake .

"The thing is ..... The thing is ... I really Lo-love you . I'm sorry for every-everything and I mean that . I fight with you because you're the ... You're the only one who really ca-care about me .. And " His words trail off as his body shivered .

"And I really miss you ; I .. I brought my angry on you and I'm - I'm truly sorry for that . My folks do-don't want no-nothing to do with me ; As-Asia put me in this mess ..." Before he could even finish his sentence he dosed off to a deep sleep .

I was in a fade of shock to hear what was coming out Jaden's mouth . I do forgive him . He needs to finish what he started . I never knew the real reason why Jaden hated Asia . Everything is just falling on the table . I'm just waiting for someone to arrange it .

Through the cold night Jaden enclosed his arms around me . To be honest I miss getting this close to him . Even though we fight ; we still come back to our senses . I've been through hell and back with him .

I naturally woke up ; I turned my view to Jaden . He was hotter than the sun . I left him wrapped up around the covers . I knew a good recipe momma taught me for fevers and colds . Chicken soup never goes wrong . Especially how my momma makes it .

Last night Bryan was being a ass . Did I confront him when his ex was in his car with me ? No . So he needed chill . I could've easily told him "I don't want that hoe nowhere near you" point blank period . Thinking he running shit around here . I pay the bills . So I run this household boo .

After 5 mins of stirring the chicken soup . I poured it in a bowl and inflict a spoon in there .

"Hazel I'm not eating that" Jaden said in a sleepy tone .

"Come on this will make you feel better , trust me" I said ; in Indian style on the bed besides him .

After fighting he will not eat it ; he finally agree to eat it . I fed him while he manage to keep his eyes open . His face was dancing with redness . I placed the now empty bowl on the dresser .

"Well I have to go to work ." I assured him .

"No" he said pulling me towards his chest .

"That's my ass if I miss work" I complained .

"I just want to hold on to you . I need you right now . " He said softly .

"But-"

"Please . I miss you ." He softly said ; breathing on my neck .

He rubbed his hands against the skin of my back . I stroked my fingers through his hair .

Throughout the whole day I was taking care of Jaden . I didn't even get to call out of work today . That's how sick Jaden was .

Uh, cups of the XO

All my people been here

I see all of her friends here

Guess she don’t have the time to kick it no more

Flights in the morning

What you doing that's so important?

I’ve been drinking so much .