Broken Memories | Jaden Smith |

Epilogue

Hazel

Sometimes they're are lesson in life.

Bryan happen to be the lesson.

I learn't that Jaden and I, Is meant to be.

All the shit that we been through make us a relationship, we just never open up our eyes to view it that way.

We never had plans on having sex, or even having a child together.

It is what it is, knowing my old self I would've been had an abortion.

"Come on let's go . We have to go visit Grandma Boo at the hospital !" This lady yelled at me, she looked a lot like Asia Mother.

I forced myself to lay on the bed, but I quickly got up and I followed her to this black car .

I had no idea where she was taking me. I tried everything in my power to jump out of the car, but I stood still. She turned the vehicle, passing Riders Hospital .

My heart was racing as faster than before . I wanted to scream ... But she was speeding . I try to stop her , but she stopped in front of a place I never been before .

The house was huge & we got in there it was dust everywhere .

Materials was set on the couch . I looked at Asia's Mother as a smile landed on her face .

Then a force of somebody's hand pushed me on the table we was near . I screamed as she flipped me over . The needle crave into my arm as I beg to get loose .

I heard the laughter of Asia's mother's voice surrounding the room . The room was spinning & my eye sight was beginning to become blur . All I could see was the lady using some type of tool to kill the seed that was planted in my belly .

I tried everything, but I was so weak. Then a person shined in front of me. Seems like I was the only one who seen her coming up to me. At this point I was crying, pleading her not to take my baby.

"Don't worry Hazel, It's Asia. We're going to get through this." She said, holding my hands.

I was in so much pain. I was screaming my lungs out.

I flashed into a hospital bed. With a gown applied on my body.

Nurses all around me, encouraging me to push as hard as I could.

I looked to left still seeing Asia, telling me to push.

I squeeze her hands tightly, as I tried my best pushing this baby out.

It felt as if someone was stabbing me in my vagina.

"Ugggghhhhh" I let out as I felt something coming out.

"Hazel, you got this." She whispered.

I pushed one last good time.

Finally the baby was out.

"You did it Hazel." Asia said softly.

I reached my hands out towards the baby.

"Where are you taking my baby?!" I yelled

"Why isn't it not crying?! Give me my baby! I want my baby! GIVE ME!" I yelled.

"That's my baby, Hazel. You stole everything away from me. You can't have what's not yours. You stole my first love. You can't keep my baby!" She told me in the mist of her laughing.

"Please don't do this!"

"Do what?" She asked.

"Please Asia, Please Asia, please" I begged.

"Wake up Hazel!" He told me tapping my shoulders.

I shook myself up as I noticed Asia wasn't beside me anymore.

"Oh my gosh Jaden!" I yelled hugging him tightly.

I noticed my stomach was flat.

"Where's my baby?!" I yelled pushing away from him. Holding tight to my tummy.

"You pushed him out an hour ago, but something went wrong." He let out.

"What?!!!! Please don't say!" I said lowering my head down as the tears fall out.

"He has cancer in his heart." His voice cracked as he told me.

I took all the cords that was attached to me. I throw everything I possibly could in that room.

I couldn't think straight.

Out of all people. I don't have a healthy son.

I punched myself in the head for mistreating this pregnancy.

My eyes were pouring out rain.

All the medicaid that were fixed on tables were thrown on the floor.

I screamed dropping myself to the ground.

All Jaden could do was hold onto to his head and cried while I went out of ordinary.

I hate myself!

I hate myself!

I created my baby like that.

I choice to worry on stuff that made me stress.

I choice to argue everyday with Jaden.

This is all my fault.

Jaden walked over to the spot where I was an held me from the back.

I didn't know what to with myself.

If I could've just been a better person.

If I could've just stay away from fights.

If I .... If I could've stop .... Being me.

"Hazel, were going to be okay. I promise." He said, rocking each other back and front.

I just laid there like I was dead, my eyes were red, moth was half dropped.

Didn't feel like living....

Didn't want to be me...

"Baby, I promise will make it through." He said kissing my forehead as he held me tighter.

"Th-This is all my fault." I said softly.

"No, no it's not. I've been the one stressing you out. I put you and our son through this. I'm the blame for this." He spoke while there his tears landed on my shoulder.

"Ja-Jaden, As-Asia hates me." I let out.

"She tried taking my baby." I continued on.

"That's why they gave you some type of shot to make you sleep, cause you kept on screaming Asia's name out."

"I'm scared, Jaden. Well if she hurts our baby." I said, letting the tears lose.

"She's dead, she's not going to touch or do anything to us." He stated, kissing my forehead.

"I-I Lo-Love Y-You." I said, stuttering a bit.

"You what?" Jaden said shocked by my words.

"I said I Love You." I repeated myself.

This is my first time saying those three words.

"I Love You Too." He replied, kissing my forehead again.