True Blood Imagines

[3] Godric- Insecure

A/N: All of you are beautiful! Please don't ever think otherwise. If you want to lose weight, please do it the healthy way! And never lose weight because of someone else, if they loved and appreciated you, they wouldn't make you do that. 💜

You had just got home from a double shift at Merlotte's. You weren't intentionally going to work a double, but when 'Princess Sookie' called out last minute, you didn't have time to say no.

It wouldn't have been so bad if it was a slow day but no. It was the busiest day Merlotte's had seen all summer. All of the booths and tables were full, including the bar. It was such a stressful day but the running around was definitely helping you lose weight and that's all that mattered.

Once you got home, you immediately changed into some spandex and a loose t-shirt and popped in a heavy workout video. Halfway though the workout video, you felt a little dizzy but figured it was because you hadn't eaten all day because of the busy day at work. But you hadn't eaten at all for the last few days, just drinking water because it was the healthiest option. You had dropped a few pounds already, so you knew it was working.

You continued your workout even though your muscles were slightly on fire and you were a  dizzy.

Suddenly, there was a knock on your door and you paused the workout and looked at the time. 10:05pm? Who would be here at this time? You stumbled towards the door, not even bothering to wipe the sweat off of you.

When you opened the door, your eyes went wide for a split second. Standing on the other side of the door was Godric, in a loose grey t-shirt and his hands in his jeans pockets.

"Godric." you let out and then your vision became blurry and your eyes fluttered closed as your body fell back towards the floor, everything going black. Godric quickly dived forward to catch you before your body hit the floor.

You had fainted.

———————- Small Time Skip ———————

You groggily opened your eyes and noticed you were lying on your bed, over the covers. You lifted your head slightly and saw Godric sitting on a chair in your room.

"Hey. How are you feeling?" he asked softly as he rose from the chair and walked over to the bed, sitting behind you as you layed on your side.

"I'm okay. What happened?" you asked softly.

"Well, you opened the door, said my name and then fainted. So I brought you up here. I hope you do not mind." Godric spoke calmly.

"It's okay. Sorry to have burdened you." you said as you looked at the wall across from your bed.

Godric shook his head. "You're not burdening me. Never. I am just glad I was there when I was."

You simply nodded, not wanting to turn and look at him.

"I also made you a sandwich and brought you a bottle of water." he stated softly as he brought his legs onto the bed, leaning back against the head board.

"Thanks." you whispered out.

"You have to eat. I know you're hungry." Godric spoke calmly, but you knew he had found out your secret. "You're also getting quite skinny."

You let out a sigh through your nose, not wanting to answer but you did anyways. "That's good. I'm losing weight." you spoke.

Godric nodded his head in reply, though you couldn't see it. "Maybe you just pushed yourself doing that workout that was on your tv downstairs."

Suddenly, your mouth was talking before you could stop it. "Food equals calories. Calories equals getting fat. Getting fat equals never having a man liking you."