You're Not Alone\\ Jikook ff

Hush

"Hyung stop!"

"No I won't stop! Mom! Dad! His mother is horrible! She keeps calling him a cripple and making him feel worthless! I was only there a few times but that was enough to see how horrible she treats her son!"

I was fuming and I hated how Jungkook wanted me to stop talking about her. She was horrible.

After my parents confession we had a nice dinner where we talked about him becoming my tutor and asking him out. After however my parents wanted to know how he has been living and life with his mom.

He said fine.

Fucking fine!?

He was not fine!

No way in hell was I going to lie to my folks about that.

"What?! I'm sorry how many step siblings have you had?" My dad asked Jungkook as his jaw dropped.

"26." Jungkook sighed as he basically glared at me.

"That's ridiculous! Where is this woman? I'm going to go give her a piece of my mind!" Mom yelled as she stood up heading for her jacket in the coat closet.

"It's okay......and besides I don't think I'm going to be there that much longer anyway."

"Why is that son?" My dad asked Jungkook who just looked at his lap.

"She is cheating again. This step dad and her already fight constantly I'm sure he is going to throw us out soon. Also he hates me. Says my chair takes up too much space."

"If I remember correctly you should be 19 now right?" My dad asked. Jungkook just nodded his head. "You don't have to legally stay with her anymore you know that right?"

"Where could I go? I don't have a job and I'm on a scholarship for this college. My mom knows that and she promised she won't mess up my schooling....again."

"Again?" I questioned looking down at him as my seat was much higher than the wheelchair he has been sitting in since dinner ended.

"Yeah. This is my second college I've been accepted at. This was my second choice. When I called the dean I told him my living circumstances changed with the university I was currently at. He offered me a scholarship since my grades and application letter was so well remembered. Anyway once I told my mother she promised she won't mess up my free ride."

The room fell silent as Jungkook's sad voice filled the large room we were in. My mom came back to the table and sat down next to dad as her sad eyes never left Jungkook.

"So yeah she promised and I believe her.....I have to."

"How about you come live here? You won't have to be worried about losing your scholarship or having to find another place to live. Hell this is where you were supposed to be in the first place." My dad surprised the 3 of us with his statement and smiling face.

"What?" Jungkook whispered looking shook.

"Yes Kookie please.....we have missed you so much. Also we missed watching to be able to see our best friend's son grow up. Please. It's what your dad would of wanted." My mom's words were so full of pain as her eyes pleaded with Jungkook's who was already letting tears fall.

"Kookie?" Jungkook looked up at me with so many emotions in his eyes I got out of my chair and pulled him into a big loving hug.

The night went by with Jungkook not giving us an answer but we didn't push him. Jungkook said goodnight to my parents as I carried him upstairs to my bedroom.

I went slow as Jungkook's head was whipping back and forth as he tried to look at every picture up. Some were of us as kids, two were of our parents taking a picture together. The others were of me and my parents smiling but definitely not as big as the ones with the Jeon father and son.

It's strange the moment I met Jungkook in the park it was like our world was complete. Yes our parents worked hard but when they were together it was a genuine friendship. They weren't forced to be together for play dates like other false friendships.

Thinking about how shut down my parents were when they got the news that Mr.Jeon was gone and then they couldn't even see Jungkook well I understand. Yes I loved Mr.Jeon and I mourned for him too but it was always the loss of Kookie that made my heart ache.

"Why do you look so sad?" I asked as I placed Jungkook down on my bed who had a bit of a pout on his beautiful lips.

"I guess I was hoping to see the bedroom that I remember." I couldn't help but laugh and that just caused his pout to get even bigger.

"I'm 21 now did you really expect me to still have my hulk bed sheets? Or my iron man poster. Let me just say it was more your poster than mine." I know I was smiling now but back then looking at iron man on my wall was painful it was a painful memory.

When we used to play action figures or anything he was always iron man no if and or buts. It was fine because I love hulk and Thor. I really only asked my parents for an iron man poster because every sleep over Jungkook complained that I didn't have enough comic book characters. In Jungkook language that meant "hyung get me iron man to look at!".

"Sorry hahaha just a small hope I guess.Ahhhhh! Hahaha get off!"

I couldn't stand sad Kookie. So I did what a good boyfriend would do and I jumped on him. First he screamed then he showed me his beautiful bunny smile as he giggled and looked up at me.

A smile stayed on my face as I just admired the person I love. I ran my fingers through his hair before I leaned down and connected our lips.

"I love you." I whispered before I connected our lips again. However I stopped once I felt that he wasn't kissing back. I pulled away to see a shocked face with his big beautiful eyes.

"N-"

Before he could tell me no I kissed him again but deepened the kiss. He kissed back this time and my fingers trailed down to his waist. He breathed in deeply as our tongues danced together.

My fingers lifted his shirt just a bit so I could feel his warm smooth skin. Every breath he took. Every little move he made just encouraged me knowing he wanted this too.

I slightly got off him so we were turned and facing each other as we laid down on my queen sized bed.

"I love you....don't think otherwise." I softly said as my fingers cupped his cheek.

"It's only been a couple days since we became boyfriends."

"So.....I've loved you much longer than that."

"Hyung." I put my finger gently against his lips to shush him.

"Jungkook you were my best friend and my first crush. I was 13 when I thought you were dead. I was broken. Now that I'm older and I have you in my life again I'm finally able to realize the reason it hurt so much was because I loved you.

I love you Jeon Jungkook I always have."

Jungkook had tears in his eyes as he looked at me. He looks so sad.

"Hyung......when I was in the hospital. I didn't just lose my father and legs. I lost you and your family. I was 11 when every thing and everyone was taken from me.

I lost my best friend, my first and only crush. I....I'm scared to say I love you and then have it all taken from me again."

He loves me.....it's okay that he's scared he doesn't have to say it I know he does.

"Hey we have the rest of our lives for you to tell me you love me. I'm in no rush...I'm not going anywhere." Jungkook let his tears fall all while lowering his head and pulling himself closer into my chest.

I'm not going anywhere.