You're Not Alone\\ Jikook ff

Happy again

The moment I left the cafeteria and all those pity filled eyes I just wanted to cry.

Why couldn't I of died along with my father?

Why did I have to suffer their looks?

I ended up going to the back garden behind the school. No windows for college students to see the boy in the wheelchair cry. I just let all my tears finally fall.

I wish I didn't yell at Jin.

I wish I wasn't such a coward.

I'm pushing everyone away but what I really want is to grab them so they can't leave.

"Jungkook?" I quickly wiped my tears and looked at a worried boyfriend.

"How did you find me?"

"Well I searched silly. Trust me I ran like crazy to find you." He dramatically wiped the little sweat on his forehead. "Now want to talk to me?"

"Not really."

"If you don't talk to me how do you expect things to change or get better?"

"I don't."

"Okay I see...so you want to keep pushing your brothers away? They don't have to care you know, but they do. They care so much. Do you know how sad they were after you went away? They wanted to be your brothers."

"I hurt them. They won't ever want to care for me again."

"When did my genius boyfriend become such an idiot. No matter how much you push they will always care! I know you are scared and your life has been hell but please stop pushing everyone away! You are trying to protect yourself and we get it but you are only hurting yourself. Please I love you when will you realize you are not alone anymore?"

Jimin was in front of me on his knees cupping my cheek with a few tears sliding from his eyes. At first he was yelling but the more he spoke it slowly turned into his voice cracking here and there trying to finish his sentences.

"I...I love you too....but-"

"No. There are no buts. It's you and me forever. I don't care if I have to tell you this everyday for the rest of our lives but you are not alone anymore. You have me and all of our hyungs . You also have my mom and dad. Hell that's what your dad wanted in the first place.

Please just say you love me without trying to push me away because I'm not going anywhere."

Tears were streaming down my face as I pulled Jimin into a heated kiss. Jimin lifted me up out of my chair making me cling onto him afraid to fall.

"I...I Love You Too now put me down!!!" I screamed when he started to spin us around making me cling onto him for dear life.

After that day my life changed. Sure I kept having my doubts but I kept getting reassured that I was wanted around.

I officially started to call everyone hyung no longer feeling scared that I would lose them. Everyone got along also including Jackson and Kai.

Jackson started to work with Mr.Park as his assistant. Jimin told his father what happened with us and he immediately took the 3 of us in. They helped find Jackson an apartment that the Parks pay for, Jackson at first turned down the help but Jimin and Kai talked to him.

Kai lives with Jackson 5 days a week and lives with the Park's the other 2. He really bonded with Jimin's mom and she loved him there just as much.

I live at both places equally. Sure Jimin wants me there 24/7 but he understands I don't want to lose what I have with my brothers. Yes brothers. When it comes to Jackson, Jin, Namjoon, Kai, and Taehyung I stopped referring to them as step or ex step.

As for our parents well we haven't seen them the only thing I know is they are getting a divorce.

Mr.Kim however I got to see him again. He was in tears when Namjoon, Jin, and Taehyung surprised him with my visit. If I'm being honest I was a crying mess too. A few weeks later he got to meet the Park's.

Jimin and I well we are fantastic. The moment I feel down about anything he knows just what to say or do to make me happy again.

I know it was a long road but I'm sure that my dad is happy that I'm finally with family again. I'm finally truly happy again too.