You're Not Alone\\ Jikook ff

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"Never mind hahaha.....they probably won't like me I'll just eat with the Kim brothers." My heart was pounding as we got closer to the noisy cafeteria.

"Oh no you don't! Also you are fine they'll love you." Jimin beamed down at me before he walked behind me to grab the handles on my chair. Once again I just let him take my chair I was too nervous to fight anyway.

"Hi guys! So Jungkook this bottle of gossip sunshine over here is Hoseok and this quiet scary cat is Yoongi! Guys this is my childhood best friend! My bunny friend! My Kookie!" Oh my god can I just roll away now and get hit by another truck maybe it will take away my memory of this moment.

"So are you trying to make me regret sitting with you?" I scoffed at him.

"Oh please you used to love me calling you Bunny and Kookie."

"Yeah back when I was like 7! I'm 19 now if you haven't noticed." I folded my arms just staring at the table in front of me.

"Oh trust me I've noticed." He said it so low almost in a whisper. I basically snapped my neck to look at him and his cheeks turned a shade of red. I guess he didn't mean to say that out loud.

"So anyway it's nice to meet you. I think we have social studies together." Oh wow he sounds so bored but his eyes are telling me he wants a conversation.

"Oh yeah! You're that guy who usually has his head down sleeping right?" I usually only see the top of his bleach blonde head when I roll into class.

"Yeah well it's my second time taking the class so I get bored." He just said that so nonchalantly like he didn't just confess that he flunked the class before.

"Um d-do you need help?" Why the hell did I ask that?! I only agreed to tutor Jimin because well I honestly wanted to find out how much he changed. It was my stupid childhood friend curiosity with him but Yoongi is a total stranger and here I am offering to help.

"Seriously?! Yeah that would be awesome!" Okay it's official Yoongi has the most drastic adorable duality I've ever seen. He went from a bored cat to a smiling huge gummy smile that held all the happiness in the world.

"That's so not fair! Namjoon had to basically guilt trip you. On top of that I knew you when we were kids! Now here you are first conversation and you are offering your help. What gives?" Jimin was basically pouting next to Hoseok which definitely made me giggle. Jimin was like that as kids too always cutely jealous whenever I gave my attention to another random kid at the park that wanted to play with us.

"Oh please he just probably thinks I'm more handsome." Yoongi smirked at Jimin but my cheeks were on fire.

"Okay guys that's enough I think you are making Kook here uncomfortable." Kook? I like that. I looked up and gave a thank you nod to Hoseok who just gave me a big "I got your back" smile.

"So Hoseok hyung what do you major in?"

"Oh uh I'm a dance major! Oh crap I'm sorry!" I couldn't help but chuckle as he was so happy a second then it turned to frantic and worried.

"Hey hey! It's fine dancing is super fun and I'd love to see you dance sometime." I gave him a big reassuring smile.

"Does it bother you?" Yoongi asked and he didn't have to clarify I knew what he meant.

"It used to. No that's a lie. Certain things bother me. Like how I'll never run again, I used to run circles around Jimin hyung here." That made the guys chuckle which I'm happy about. I locked eyes with Jimin and just looking at him made me smile. "What I'm sad about is I'll never get to dance with someone special." For some reason while I said that I couldn't stop looking into the oh so familiar Jimin's eyes.

"You can still dance."

"Oh I know Hobi hyung but I can't afford that type of chair. Oh crap I'm so sor-"

"Stop! I love it! From now on you must call me Hobi hyung. No if's and or butts."

"Ooooo I like it Hobi hyung!" Jimin smiled only to get hit in the back of the head by Hoseok.

"Not You. Only Kook here can call me Hobi Hyung."

"Why?" Yoongi chuckled. I was still trying not to laugh at Jimin's funny pout.

"Because as the newest and cutest friend to join our little group he gets to call me that."

"W-wait wh-what?" Shock wasn't even the right word to describe the feelings that were erupting inside of me right now. They....they want to be my friend?

"That's right. Also sorry to say but once Hoseok here makes up his mind then there is no turning back. Even if I am the oldest he is still in charge." Yoongi smiled at me making me smile back. Butterflies filled my stomach as I looked down at my hand that was being gently held by Jimin.

"I told you they would like you."

Don't cry. Don't cry. Crap.

Jimin came behind my chair and hugged me as I tried not to cry and wipe my eyes. "You're okay." Jimin whispered before he gently kissed my temple. Gosh I hate this. He just came back into my life and I'm already melting.

Oh my god I kissed him! He didn't yell at me though he actually blushed. He is the cutest thing in existence when he blushes too.

I wish lunch never had to end because now the rest of classes come. I'm happy though. Really happy that my friends and Jungkook bonded so quickly. Even though Yoongi kept joking around saying Kookie thought he was more handsome.

The Kookie I know was always more into energetic big dogs than slow lazy cats. Though if Jungkook did like Yoongi back of course I would support them.

It's weird to think about though because before I knew he was My Kookie from when we were kids I was attracted to him. Well I can't say was I still am.

I find myself looking into his perfect doe eyes that I dearly missed. Sure when we were kids he was just my best buddy. Now however he is a young man. The wheelchair doesn't change how perfect he still is.

I wonder if he would agree to go on a date with me? Maybe I could ask him after this week of studying.

"Hey! Wait!" I turned around in the hallway to come face to face with all 3 Kim Brothers.

"Hello?"

"Thank you."

"What are you thanking me for?" I asked Namjoon.

"For making him smile." Taehyung answered. "We saw Jungkook at lunch and it's the first time I ever saw him genuinely smile."

"I don't know what you did to make my brother that happy but thank you." Jin then said.

"You called him brother. I keep hearing him correct the others."

"Yeah he corrects us too but we hate it. He will always be a brother to us." Namjoon sighed.

"Do you guys know of a Jamie? I guess he was a step brother to Jungkook as well."

"I have him in a few of my courses. He's a real player with a lot of the girls in our classes. Why do you ask?"

I so badly want to tell them what Jungkook said to me but I can't it's his past not mine.

"Just curious.....met him yesterday and didn't seem like the greatest guy."

A moment after the bell rang and we all left heading to our classes.