Killing (Solby)

deep in thought

Colbys POV

I wake up and walk out to the living room. I stare out the window and think what if I jump out the window. What if I just end it all. What if I leave and never come back. That would crush sam. But i feel like I need to leave. I won't though. I love sam. I never stopped loving him. I've loved him since high school. Well I'm not leaving him but if he leaves me I will hurt him. Like badly. I get up after about 10 minutes of thinking I get up and head out the door. I grab a knife before I go. I leave and head to someone's house. Brennan's. I knock on his door and he asks what am I doing here. I said "I just want to talk." He says ok and I walk in and sit on his couch. He says "look colby I still love you but I don't really want you here because I feel like I'm going to mess this up even more. Here's what happened between us 2.

*Flashback*

Me and him were good friends and then me and him started dating. I truly loved him and he did too. I was about 2 months into our relationship, that he cheated on me with my ex. I broke up with him and isolated myself for 4 days. I didn't eat or do anything. I just sat on my bed and cried for hours straight. I was about to kms but then I got out of my room and went to school for the first time in a week. There was a new kid there. He was blonde and very pretty. He was wearing bright colors while I was wearing all black. Everyone looked at me and I flipped them off. They looked away and I walked up to the blonde. He jumped and looked at me. I smiled and he backed away. That day I learned his name was sam and we had all the same classes together. And at that moment I didn't want to die.

End of flashback

I pull the knife out of my sleeve and he looks at me in horror. I stab him until he's dead. I run out of the apartment and drive home. Sam is sitting on the couch staring out the window. He shakes his head and looks at me.

Sam's POV

I was think about my life and what it has to being but I hear the door open. I didn't pay attention to it. I shook my head and looked at the door. Colby is standing there covered in blood. I ask who did he kill and he say "Brennen." I just nod and sit back and think some more

Sorry I haven't been updating a lot I've been really busy and I don't know what to do with this book any more. If you have some ideas but them in the comments and I might but it into the story. Bye