𝚃𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚒𝚜 𝚊 𝚌𝚘𝚕𝚕𝚎𝚌𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗 𝚘𝚏 𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚋𝚒𝚍 𝚙𝚘𝚎𝚝𝚛𝚢.
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A world made up of my fantasies and dreams, but something's not right...
Welcome to my world of occurrences that seem almost too surreal to even exist!
Welcome to...
I mirror your every movement. I am an exact duplicate of your very being.
I'm simply a copy of your said perfection.
Creeping in the shadows forever craving, yearning, for your presence and guidance.
I peer in the mirror to see myself, yet you are the only one to be reflected.
I reside due to your existence, you are every organ in my body, I simply need you to be able to survive.
In the light I strive as your copy, mimicking your every action.
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As dusk rolls around small stars twinkle and shine in the night sky. Painting the ground dim and dark.
The little amount of luminosity fills my soul to the brim with relief. And washes my mind with a wave of serenity.
Every time I look upwards towards the night sky, the stars shimmer and burn brightly. I can't help but be helplessly drawn to the sky that is aflame.
The ground, trees, and almost everything is drowning in the glowy rays of moonlight. Coloring my face pleasant, and the ground a tint of pale blue.
My entire existence is dripping in the soft moonlight; To the point, I am practically drowning in it!
The moonlight never fails to melt me into a big puddle of relaxation.
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Once I return to my quarters, I slip the satin covers over my frail body. A ritual.
The luminescence plastered all over my body makes my skin glow pleasantly. A pattern.
As my body's gears turn stiff, and my eyes shut closed, I am sent to a world of my imagination.
Although this may sound delightful. I, and many others, can assure you that it's quite the opposite. This world is made up of all my fears and greatest insecurities.
I am bound to be someone else every day.
I will be different tomorrow as I was today from the day before.
The next morning I awake, only I am someone else. Not who I was yesterday.
--End "shadows"
-SHIZUNLOVEME
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I wanna go on a little rant, excuse me. So hear me out! I feel a lot of people (not everyone) change based on others' preferences. Like someone could be talking to me and they said:
In my dms:
Person A: " do you like fish?"
Me: "No"
Person A: "...You know, I really like people who show enthusiasm when they're texting..."
*The next day*
Person A: "Do you like fish?"
Me: "Absolutely not! I strongly dislike the salty flavor of fish; I think that's what throws me off when eating it! It just gives me chills. Oh my goodness, Don't even get me started on the smell either!"
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It's like we do this to impress people I guess?? I have trouble recognizing when I do this. But, I've most definitely done this!
(sorry if the example was trashy)
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