¶ We All Die Alone ¶

-Mistake | (Just let me in!)-

Yorikaze poem #14

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Booming voices ring throughout the house practically shaking it! 

My, my, how frightened I was; So shaken my trembling hand clasped one another just as a sign of affection. Unfortunately, as the only source of comfort I have;

Wailing from an infant combined with the insults thrown by the enraged adults. No place is safe;

Cerulean orbs welled up with glistening tears, and pale chapped lips emit barely-audible sobs;

Thoughts of the past...overcome me. I hastily yet, hesitantly rushed towards the bedroom door to unlock it;

Bickering and glares one would only see in their dreams. The judging and intimidating stares they gave one another. Ha! How do you think you will be able to survive!?

Once more tears ran down my face at the chaotic sight. I felt as those I were useless, that nothing I could have said or done could have helped;

I fled to my darken bedroom little natural light seeping through the windows made the atmosphere unpleasant;

I wanted to escape.

With a slam of a vehicle door, the running of an engine sounded; At that moment my eyes grew in surprise, I didn't want to believe what was true!

You left. Left me alone in our house-with no word once or ever-I had no clue where you went;

I feared for my sibling's safety, let alone my own. I was greatly tempted to flee; Yet, I didn't.

Later in the evening, you had returned. Oh, how my blood boiled! My veins practically popping out I was furious, what could I have done to get you to understand!?

In the heat of the moment, I stomped my way to your bedroom clasped the door handle, and swung the door open;

Enraged, I had said words that had made sense at the time yet, I shouldn't have; For that had led to you, my own flesh and blood, to ignore me;

That day I had lost all appetite*, nothing looked appealing to me no longer. I became extremely lonely, my eyes had been paired with telling eye bags. I was losing sleep.

I and my well-being meant no more to me; When I had made attempts to apologize for both your and my mistakes you shut me out! 

Just let me in!

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-Mistake | (just let me in!)

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A/N

Bickering: Petty arguments.

Appetite: Natural desire to satisfy bodily needs (such as hunger.)

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This is an event that had occurred not too long ago... unfortunately~