¶ We All Die Alone ¶

-Suicide Note-

SHIZUNLOVEME, "Suicide Note" {Complete}

(3-minute read)

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My reflection is infected, contaminated with a deadly disease.

As I survey the person that is reflected, I find imperfections scattered upon the figure, along with every little flaw.

I feel as though I am only frowned upon, forever a disappointment. A "disgrace" some even dare to say...

Peoples eyes always piercing my skin, sending a wave of disapproval throughout my entire body.

I am just a pest people are aching to exterminate, rid of even.

My mirrored self is causing me to be plagued with insecurities.

Cooing sweet lies, so little effort makes me submit.

Do what you please...

I know I will never be more than a liability, Its simply common sense, I am aware I am useless.

I simply have no importance to this earth, I am of no value.

These are the very reasons you can do as you please, I do not value my life.

Whether or not someone has ill-intent, I still will submit because my concern for my well-being is not present.

Taunting, Questioning my very existence.

'Gasp'

I am drowning in haunting thoughts, Insults, And scarce moonlight...

A cold breeze passes causing my entire body to freeze, sending shivers down my spine.

My breath hitches as I continue down a path of grit.

Every word said and not caused me to make this dreadful decision.

As I am approaching my destination, My body stiffens.

'Is this what I want?

Yes right?'

I stand to the edge, Note all ready set.

Please forgive me for what I am about to do.

As I clasp a metallic pillar I notice it is numbing.

It's nobody else's fault but my own.

My teeth start to chatter, This frigid weather is slowly causing me to sway back and forth to get little momentum to gain that once familiar warmth.

The frost has already left and is replaced with my warmth.

As I breathe my last breaths a moist vapor emits making it seem as though my breath is visible.

I slowly remove my hands from the pillar which left an imprint of where they used to rest.

Yes, this is my escape or said solution.

The minor breeze is no longer it has transformed into a storm.

I lower my head to see myself barely visible.

I start to steadily caress my cheek observing once more all that makes me imperfect, the flaws that make me less of a person.

My cheeks are tear-stained, eyes bloodshot.

You speak for one last time.

Saying this is for the best, This is what I want after all.

I'm so sorry.

'Splash'

My whole body has become numb, the frigid water was piercing to the touch.

The savage waves are tugging on my clothes swaying me violently downstream.

I have lost the ability to breathe, I am drowning.

When I try to scream... nothing comes out.

When I kick and struggle I am not seen.

Silky strings of liquid rapidly consuming me whole.

beams of moonlight cutting through the surface of the water.

Everything swallowed before me.

This cruel world ridding me of the thing I crave, yearn for most.

'A second chance'

--End "Suicide Note"

-SHIZUNLOVEME

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[End of "Suicide Note" by SHIZUNLOVEME]

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