Not So Innocent ~Spencer Reid~

Chapter 17

"Thank you for taking me out, Spencer."

"Thank you for agreeing to go," he smiles.

The sun is beginning to set, the daylight dimming all around you two. He unlocks his door, letting you in before him.

"So we went on a date," you say looking to him while you sit on the couch.

"That we did."

"So..."

"Y/n," Spencer turns to face you, "I like you. I'm not sure if it's appropriate to say with how me met and everything that's going on with you, but I really like you...and I think you're great."

A smile creeps onto your lips. "I like you too, Spencer."

"You do?"

"Yeah, of course I do. You've helped me through so much. You're literally the nicest guy I've ever met." You're not lying about that last part. But obviously you don't actually like him... you repeat this in your head.

"Can I kiss you?"

"Please do."

Spencer grabs your face and connects his soft lips to yours. He pulls away shortly and kisses you again, moving his mouth against yours. Spencer's tongue gently grazes your bottom teeth. As he depends the kiss, you can sense the desire on him. A burning sensation fills your body like sparklers. You've moved towards him more so your bodies are up against each other. One of your hands is on his leg and the other on his neck, playing with his hair.

The kissing goes on for a while, and you've moved your hands to under his shirt. One of his hands is now on your waist, the other still cupping your cheek. His lips trail down to your neck, but not too far down. You break away from him, tugging at his shirt.

Spencer looks at you as if to ask if that's what you really want. You nod, helping him take off his shirt. He kisses you again after his shirt is over his head and on the ground. You stand up, walking towards his room. You motion for him to follow.

You have him sit down, so that you're almost eye level as you press your mouth to his again. They move in unison, tongues fighting for dominance. You crawl on top of him, laying him down, your lips don't break apart.

Your hands are on his chest, his on your waist as you continue to make out. After a moment, you lay down and she shifts his position so he's above you.

"Have you ever...?" he asks.

You shake your head. "No."

You actually haven't done it before. You've made out with several people for work purposes, even stripped a bit, but you've never actually had sex in your life.

"Are you sure you want to?" In this moment, you realize something. You like him. You have feelings for Spencer Reid, and you've been too stupid to notice. You've been too caught up in your dumb little  "job".

"I want to."

You pull Spencer's face down on yours, slipping your tongue back in his mouth. He fiddles with the bottom of your dress until you help him take it off of you. His eyes widen a bit in awe at the sight of you topless. Your thin black bra and underwear are the only things covering you now. You take his belt off and unbutton his pants while his mouth moves against yours still. Spencer assist you in taking his pants off. Now, he's just in boxers.

Spencer slides down your body, planting kisses on his way down. Before he does anything he looks at you for permission. You nod your head, eager and a bit scared. Spencer slips down your black lacy underwear slowly, spreads your legs apart, and connects his mouth to your center. You suck in air at the feeling. As his tongue flicks, grazes, and sucks on your clit, your head pushes back into the bed. This feeling, something you've never felt before, is so overwhelmingly pleasant.

He stops when your legs begin to shake just a bit. Before his mouth kisses yours again he asks if you're okay. You nod with a shocked smile. Spencer asks again, "Do you want this?" You nod, then he asks you to "Please say it out loud."

"Yes." You gasp, wrapping your legs around his hips.

He slips out of his boxers. Your breathing is heavy with anticipation. "This may hurt."

The feeling is sharp and strange when he goes in. Your mouth parts in shock. Spencer's pace is slow and steady.

"Are you okay, baby?"

You nod, "I'm great."

After a moment, the speed quickens and you guys find a rhythm that's comfortable but pleasant. Spencer looks at you with a look of concern, but you nod to assure him you're okay. He kisses you softly a few times more. Spencer doesn't seem like the type to do this a lot, but he knows exactly what he's doing. How can someone be so gentle and so good at it at the same time? A few tears trickle down your cheeks, but not because you don't like it.

"I'm never one to do that," Spencer says, playing with your hand as he holds it. "I don't do it a lot. I've never had sex on the first date."

"I'm sorry if I..."

"No, Y/n, I wanted to. I loved it. Do you like it? Do you feel okay?"

"I feel amazing," you sigh with a smile.

"Good."

You turn to face him, snuggling your head into his shoulder. He kisses your forehead, rubbing his thumb against the back of your hand. "I really like you, Spencer."

"I really like you too."

You close your eyes, knowing that nothing can ruin this moment. Not the thoughts of your brother, the Daminos, dreams, nothing. This moment is perfect. Spencer Reid is perfect.

You know he saved you.

976 words. hope you guys got the last sentence as a reference to like chapter 14 or something. lol i just realized i didn't say they took her tights off. let's just say they were taken off when they came home😭😫