Bitter Bliss: A Poetry Collection

I'm used to it

A/N: sorry about the odd formatting, if it was on paper I'd write the lines side by side but I can't on here. So just read one column at a time :)

I'm used to it,

I don't like it,

I say,

I think,

because I am.

because I don't.

It's no big deal,

It hurts so much,

I say, 

I think,

because it isn't by now.

because I feel it all.

I'm okay,

Help me,

I say,

I think,

but I'm not.

because I need it, now.

You don't have to worry,

I wish you could read minds,

I say,

I think,

but you should.

because that would make it so much easier.

It was nice talking,

Please, go away,

I say,

I think,

but I just want you to go.

but I want you to stay, too.